Unspeakable Thoughts

CLAY crafts!

2007-06-07T18:48:00.000+08:00

Oh great. Finally I'm done with a weblog for my clay crafts.
For more informations, please visit:

http://vgohykdesign.wordpress.com

Keep visiting it as I will be updating it frequently! :)

Driving me nuts

2007-06-06T12:21:00.000+08:00

Blogger is driving me nuts!
I'm still deciding if I should close down this blog and start on another blog.

Goodness. What's with all the errors and stuff!
God please help!

/me fainted. :S

Women's handbag

2007-06-05T21:57:00.001+08:00

Women's handbag

Selling at SGD$20.00

Condition: Very good. Use bag for only once.
Weight: Approximately 500g.
Includes: Extra strap for use as a sling bag (unused).

Payment and collection method: Cash and meet up to my convenience (date, time and location) or Bank transfer to my POSB/UOB savings and mailing.

Postage fee: Buyer shall pay for postage fee and this shall be discussed later.

***No payment no order***

Please take note that after purchase, I will not held any responsibility if the item is spoilt or for whatsoever reason as stated that the item is brand new and is in excellent condition. I will not be held for any responsibility in case of lost mail. You may choose Registered mailing (add. SGD$2.20), however, postage & handling fees shall be covered by you.

For futher details and queries, please e-mail me at ivin_goh@yahoo.com.sg

P/S: You may want to purchase at http://sg.auctions.yahoo.com/sg/i::245824062 so I can give you a rating. (:

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Adidas Apparel

2007-06-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

Adidas Apparel for sales

Selling at SGD$32.00

***Item is BRAND NEW & in EXCELLENT condition***

Size: M.
Length: Approximately 53cm.
Width: Approximately 37.5cm.

Payment and collection method: Cash and meet up to my convenience (date, time and location) or Bank transfer to my POSB/UOB savings and mailing.

Postage fee: Buyer shall pay for postage fee and this shall be discussed later.

***No payment no order***

Please take note that after purchase, I will not held any responsibility if the item is spoilt or for whatsoever reason as stated that the item is brand new and is in excellent condition. I will not be held for any responsibility in case of lost mail. You may choose Registered mailing (add. SGD$2.20), however, postage & handling fees shall be covered by you.

For futher details and queries, please e-mail me at ivin_goh@yahoo.com.sg

P/S: You may want to purchase at http://sg.auctions.yahoo.com/sg/i::245809563 so I can give you a rating. (:

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Skateboard Deck for SALES

2007-06-04T20:05:00.000+08:00

SkateBoard Deck for Sales

Selling at SGD$70

Condition: Very good. Used only once, no dented areas. However, there are scratches at the left, right and nuts and bolt areas. (Please take a close look at the images above)
Payment & Collection Method: Pay by cash & meet up to my convenience.

***No payment no collection***

Please also take note that after purchase, I will not held any responsibility if for whatsoever reason that the skateboard deck is spoilt. Please check item thoroughly.

P/S: You may want to purchase at http://sg.auctions.yahoo.com/sg/i:SkateBoard%20Deck:245643914 so I can give you a rating. (:

For further details and queries, please e-mail me at ivin_goh@yahoo.com.sg

Please visit here for more auctions/sales items:

When you love and be loved...

2007-06-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

It feels great to be in love, and to be loved in return. When two different individuals crossed path, be together, and realised that they are both meant for each other is such a bless. It can get so sweet that every single moment spent together lingers in my heart 24/7.

He is definitely the only one I'd want to spend the rest of my life with. I've never been so sure in my life before.

Soulmates? Its a slap on my own face if I don't believe it.. as I've already found mine. :)

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P/S: To all readers, I do not link anybody unless I think I ought to. I will only link blogs/sites that I deem to be awesome and worth a visit for. Before requesting me to link you, please provide more informations about your blog/site. However, if I chose not to link you, please do not feel offended. It's just my way of handling and maintaining my blog.

:-(

2007-06-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

I was, bedridden (at home) for 3 days straight and without moving around much, except to toss and turn in bed with a terrible pain in my stomach, as well as from head to toe. It was terrible, but am grateful that my dearest Mom and Baby were by my side all the time when I needed them most.

I love you both, my dearest of all dearests!

They are my life.

Oops!

2007-05-27T12:54:00.000+08:00

I got myself another ear-piercing!

Pirates of the Caribbean & Hong Kong Trip!

2007-05-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

Yes, as promised, here comes the Hong Kong trip entry! Read on! (:

Guess what? Finally the long anticpating movie is out! I'm still so in love with Pirates of the Caribbean. Jacks Sparrow (Johnny Depp) and Elizabeth (Keira Knightley) are such a wonderful artiste! I've got to say that I enjoyed every single part of the movie. Fortunately I booked the tickets to watch it today, else I might probably be thinking about the movie all day long.

It's pretty amazing eh. Like how the usual "kiasu" Singaporean can get. Almost all the time slots for these few days are fully booked! But hey, I still manage to get myself the middle row seats! Teehee.

Overall, I'd say that the movie is really awesome. I'd give it a 4.5/5 rating! Heh. It's a must to watch it. I'm sure you wouldn't want to miss it. Although there's a part where it's near the ending.. I don't quite like it. I guess you'll know what I mean when you watch it. Heh.

Oh, not to forget, I'm now so in love with the food selling in Food Republic. The ambience and all are just too amazing... especially the one newly opened in Suntec City. Great great great! *thumbs up*!

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Alright, as promised.

I was away from 10th to 16th May 2007. It was such a enjoyable 1 week spent in Hong Kong. I was pretty reluctant to come back to Singapore.. as almost everything there could be so perfect. The weather (like 24°c every night!?), food, scenery, shops.... Oh dear, I so wish I'm there now! I'm sure I'd love to visit the place again. Hopefully soon!

The first day was pretty excited. It was my first experience leaving Singapore, taking a long-first-experience-plane to a "faraway" place. Fortunately I have my Baby with me. He was so sweet enough to skip school to be with me for my "first experience"! God, it was awesome traveling with him. Oops! I think I ought to stop praising him and get back to the topic. lol

We took SQ back and fro and although the first flight was bigger, I still prefer the one I took back to Singapore. It was cleaner and more comfy. I love how the plane moves, takes off, lands, and.. when it's in the middle of nowhere in the sky! *lol* I'm just being crazy and I shall apologise for being such a "mountain tortoise" (ignorant).

Our hotel was in Tsim Sha Shui. It was pretty good since it's a 5-star hotel.

We visited Mongkok street on the first day. Ate at some Cafe and shopped around at Ladies Street & Mongkok area. I was pretty disappointed on the first place as I didn't manage to buy anything (yet at the last few days, and in total, I spent a bomb!).

So well, on the 2nd day, we went to Disneyland in the morning and to Symphony of Lights at night. Before we headed off to Disneyland, we had breakfast at some market. I'm really addicted to their "instant-noodles-made-food" plus Ice-tea! Basically all the famous food in Hong Kong.. I'm just so in love with it. Although as you can see, the place's pretty run-down.. and dirty. lol. Hong Kong's food really oily and salty though.

After our delicious yet cheap breakfast, we proceed to Disneyland. We took MTR (train) and I was so excited la! The trains there are really nice and it's clean. Especially Disney's train. It was just so CUTE! Damn, guess what? Disneyland makes me feel young again! lol. I feel so carefree when I stepped into it. Oh dear.

Look how beautiful the tickets are. lol.

Baby and I feeling very excited and happy!

When we went in, we queued up to take photo with Mickey and Minnie Mouse. While queueing, we came across these wonderful balloons (look above). My niece went to get one with her Daddy. When they were back, I took it and played with it (feeling young again! lol) and Baby snapped me. Fortunately I still look alright and not too crazy and.. childish. :P

Didn't managed to take a photo with the real Cinderella so here am I taking a photo with my beloved cute little niece! She's such a princess la. Isn't she adorable? Haha! I heard some who walked passed her saying things like "gong ju" (princess in cantonese) to her. lol. Cute!

We went to every places in Disneyland. The "Pirate Land" is like Pirates of the Caribbean. lol. There was this guy who dressed like Johnny Depp, and they really look alike! Baby and I wanted to take photo with him.. yet he walked off. So damn sad! What a waste eh. Couldn't take a photo with the real Johnny Depp, fake Johnny Depp is good too! lol.

Had quite a number of rides and I'm loving it. I was "forced" to take the indoor roller coaster (space mountain) by my Baby and Brother-in-law. I was seriously scared and wanted to back off last minute. Baby forced me to stay, so I did. :( After the ride I was shaking, lol! It was fun though, as we couldn't see anything inside. It was all dark.. all you could feel was the ultra fast speed, .. and the strong air-con wind. lol.

It was such an enjoyable time spent in Disneyland. I'm sure I'd love to visit all the Disneyland in the world, especially with my Baby. Hehehhe. Can you feel how blissful I am now? *giggles*

While at night, we proceed to Symphony of Lights at Avenue of Stars. I enjoyed it although the event's not as good as I thought it would be. We then took a walk around the area. It was so cooling that I felt so cold. Baby said it was like as though we were at Genting (Malaysia). Ha! I simply love the weather there. Good Lord that it didn't rain for the whole 1 week when I was there!

The third day, we went to Lantau Island. Didn't climb to the Buddha statue though as my niece was around. I'm sure if we were to climb that high up, my sister or brother-in-law had to carry her throughout the journey.

We took the cable car to Lantau Island and I must say, Singapore's cable car is NOTHING man! lol. The cable car there's so nice (& definitely cleaner) and it went higher and higher! Where can we see such mountains in Singapore (see image above)? :(

Before we left, we had dessert. The dessert in Hong Kong is unbelievable. It was way beyond my imagination. I finally got to ate the specialty there! Ha! So in love with it. The image makes me drool now. *chuckles*

So the next day, we went to Wan Chai to shop and at night we went to The Peak. We passed by the market and I so wish that Singapore's markets are like theirs - so traditional, so fresh! I mean, the fish and all there la. It was all live and kicking! I bet they taste wonderful. lol.

Well, the view at night was amazingly beautiful at The Peak. However, taking the tram up to the Peak was a unforgettable experience. The slope was just way STEEP. Building we saw was slanted, can you imagined that?!

I was pretty tired after so much walking, yet having lots of fun in the meantime too.

The 5th day, we went to Ocean Park. Took many photos as usual. I ate too much squids and all, and I had a bad diarrhea that day. It made me feeling uncomfortable and it was just such a turn-off.

I didn't get to see the dolphin's show. Such a waste! I so wish to touch them, lol.

Anyway, I did managed to see those wonderful jellyfishes. Aren't they lovely (image above)?

The last few days were basically shoppings... and more shoppings. I was very in love with their branded goods there. See how big their branded mall is? Just one brand - Christian Dior can occupy the WHOLE building. Isn't that amazing and appealing to ladies? lol. Louis Vuitton's even worse. There were two building just along the stretch outside my hotel. Almost daily you'd see people queueing up to go in. Most people would carry big bags of branded stuff. Oh dear, can I earn like they do? Ha!

The 2nd image you see below the CD's image was when Baby and I ate out at night at some cafe. The food there was pretty good. I love the drinks too. Ice Milk Tea and "Yuan Yang" (tea + coffee). Thumbs up!

Guess what? I finally got these beautiful gadgets! Teehee. They're such a precious to me. Gee.

Well, a holiday has to come to an end. Although Baby and I couldn't bear to leave Hong Kong, we are still back in Singapore. I'm sure we will travel together again soon!

Heh. I so miss the food and snacks there. Oh well.

I took 1 hour 30 minutes just to blog this! I'm such a panda right now. Goodnight! (:

P/S: I love my Baby so much! 9 months and counting. *big kisses*

Celebrating Missy Poh's birthday.

2007-05-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday (19th May 2007), just 3 days after I came back from Hong Kong, I met up with the usual girls to celebrate Missy Poh's 19th birthday. Why the term "Missy" - she's the future nurse in Singapore. If you happen to hospitalised or something, you might bump into her. She's kind, she's brave, she's.. good la! Oops, do I sound like as though I'm advertising her? lol. Plain bored right now, no choice!

Anyway, I bought her gifts from Hong Kong and gave Geral and Hk both a souvenir disney pen from Disneyland (obviously).

We went for the lunch promotion at Kbox, which is known as "K-lunch".

Was being busy snapping photos.. and when Hk snapped the above image, I was, too, snapping the food! I decided to upload her's as the image is cuter - with me snapping away, her feet and Geral's thighs. lol.

After almost the end of the session, Hk took my shades and started wearing.. then Missy Poh followed too.. as well as Geral. When 3 of them finished with the "shade-whoring", the shades were back to its owner!

So well, Happy Birthday once again to Missy Poh as well as my beloved 2nd sister! How coincident that both of their's birthday fell on the same day! (;

Yes yes, I know I still owe you readers my Hong Kong trip's entry. I've just managed to edit the images.. will probably update tomorrow or the next few days! Stay tune.

Back from Hong Kong!

2007-05-17T19:38:00.000+08:00

The title says it all! I'm back from Hong Kong yesterday and I must say I love the trip so much that I'd love to visit the beautiful place again! Hopefully somewhere this year or early next year! It feels so good to have my first flight experience, especially when my baby was with me! Travelling is definitely awesome and way beyond words can say. I'm loving it. Heh!

I had so much fun there. 1 week seems short for me, despite the fact that we had already managed to go to almost everywhere. I bought quite a number of stuff. The gadgets itself can kill me. lol. I spent a bomb definitely. Finally the Nintendo Wii and Sony Psp are mine now!

For a more detailed entry and photos, I'll probably update tomorrow. Meanwhile, I've added a chatbox. Feel free to post!

p/s: I'm such a happy girl!

Tagboard

2007-05-07T18:49:00.000+08:00

I'm wondering if I should include a tagboard again for the convenience of you readers? lol. If you think I should, please leave a comment eh. (:

Well, anyway, here's what a crazy couple like us would do everyday. What can I say? He's my love and I love him very much. Once my baby, always my baby! *smile widely*

3 more days to Hong Kong! Weet! ^^

Nintendo Wii

2007-05-06T15:40:00.000+08:00

My new lovely target. (:

And 4 more days to hong kong! Sweet!

Rayman DS

2007-05-03T14:29:00.000+08:00

To know how the game packaging looks like, please refer to the image below. As I took it with my camera phone, the image's not that sharp. Please also read on to find out more about the informations.

SELLING AT: SGD$40.
Exact release date: Not too sure of the exact date, but definitely it is released in year 2005. Condition: Excellent. I played twice only.
Reason to sell: Not good at this game and after I bought it from friend's recommendation, I then realised it's not the type of game I like.
Payment method & collection: Please pay by cash and meet up with me to my convenience.

Please also take note that after purchase, I will not held any responsibility if the game is spoilt or for whatsoever reason that it is not working. Hence it is important for you to check the packaging/game cartridge beforehand.

Interested parties, please email me at ivin_goh@yahoo.com.sg or/and post a comment here with your contactable details like name, e-mail, etc.

Thank You.

Baby is the sweetest!

2007-04-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

My baby never fails to surprise me. Now I have the shroom to accompany me when he's not by my side! (:

Another belated birthday celebration

2007-04-26T18:12:00.000+08:00

Before I start typing on this new entry.. I'd like you readers to take note of this entry: http://the-incomplete.blogspot.com/2007/04/i-am-youthsg.html. Do take your time to read and leave some commets. I will really appreciate that. Whether or not I win the contest, I'd still love that each of you readers out there could take a little free time of yours to digest my words.. as this is what I'm trying to convey to everyone in the world now (please see the banner below). (:

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I met up with the girls yesterday at Bugis. It's been ages since our last gathering and I was glad that after so many years of friendship, it's still counting! They are still such a dear to me lah, so sweet of them to remember my birthday almost every year and we never fail to meet up for each other's birthday celebration!

Anyway, we were chatting away while we were shopping.. and decided to take neoprint. After which, we went off to Bugis Street to shop. I didn't know there was a second floor as well as it was air-conditioned. I felt like I'm so sua-ku (ignorant). lol.

We had our dinner at 鮮的來 steamboat restaurant and I must say the food there were good. At least this was pretty much the first steamboat restaurant that after the first time I visited it, I'd love to go back again. Which means, I'd probably be going there to eat somewhere this week or next week again. The noodles shown on the right bottom is called "Potato Noodles". Isn't it appetizing? Gosh, just by writing, it makes me drool!
So hey, thanks girls for that wonderful night! I had such a fun time. It's good enough to see you girls even without gifts. Ha!

I'll be leaving to Hong Kong soon on the 10th of May till 16th of May. Simply can't wait for the day to come! Geeeeeeeeee.

I am @ Youth.SG

2007-04-25T13:50:00.000+08:00

Once again, it’s the blogging contest and also the grand final! How tempting it is to bring an Apple Macbook home! It’s always my dream to own an Apple item for myself, like an iPod, desktop computer or laptop. Yet true enough, as costly as the price is, I couldn’t get any of the items on hand. You know how tough it gets at times... trying to clear some bills, help up to clear financial problems at home, own daily expenses and at the end of the day, you realized you have no savings left. It’s not like I’m some University graduate or one that work with a reasonable salary... I’m still so young (19) and still currently working hard to gain my working experiences. Sigh sigh sigh. I’m not complaining (or am I?), I’m just trying to let you readers know how desperate I am to own an Apple Macbook. Furthermore, my current laptop has been with me for quite a long while, and it gets cranky all the time. I wonder how many times I have been servicing that damn computer. I have a dream, a dream that I need you readers to help me fulfill. I wish I can be a great web or graphic designer. Hence, I need a GREAT computer to work with! Please please help me win! Not to forget, with a great Apple Macbook to work on, I can write better entries for you to read, as I’ll truly be inspired and eventually all kinds of inspirations will flow through smoothly!

[I'll get you!]

Oh right, let’s get back to the topic. The Grand Final theme is to write “social issue/s” and I’m free to interpret it in any way I wish. The first contest I joined, I wrote similar article that relates to “social issue/s”. Yet now, another “social issue/s” to ponder about! I need to be more creative now, eh? (I want to win win win!) Anyway, here’s the link for my 1^st Youth.SG contest - http://the-incomplete.blogspot.com/2007/01/i-am-youthsg.html

"Social Issue/s"

There are so many related issues to talk about regarding social problems. From parenting, family, friends, to work, entertainment, the media and so on and so forth. It will be tough if I’d just focus on one category... and hence, my entry would most probably comprise of various categories but I will definitely try my best to make it clear cut and not as complicating.

Recently when I felt so disgusted and upset when I learnt about various issues – how stepfather/real dad raped and sexually harassed their own children, and how media is used to publicize in a wrong way whereby it will lead to wrong messages being conveyed to the younger generation..

Can you actually imagine how traumatized it can get when you learnt that a 2 year old girl was sexually harassed and later drowned? I believe most had heard of the case of Mohammed Ali Johari's case, He was sexually abusing his stepdaughter, and later dipped Nonoi (stepdaughter) into the pail for 3 times, just to silence her as she was crying badly. Whether or not he killed her unintentionally or intentionally, it doesn’t matter anymore. His first act is enough to use it as a reason that he should be sentenced to jail and get caned. Such cases have been happening quite frequently and I’m seriously pondering about what exactly is going on in this world? Is the fast pace environment and better advancement in this world makes people take everything for granted and not respecting one another?

Which guy on earth with the basic common sense would want to rape/sexually abuse or harassed their own children?! I feel so sick, especially learning that a girl as young as 2 years old can get sexually abused. It seems that the females now are getting more and more vulnerable and they need intense care and security.

What’s worse? I heard that a guy with 3 wives, was sexually abusing his daughters with the help from his wives! These Moms were apparently helping the man by telling their daughters that by doing sexually-related actions were common and it was a right thing to do so. Initially, I couldn’t believe what I’ve heard. Isn’t Mom’s the greatest on earth and that they’re always protective to their children? But why is such a tragic thing happening now? Are they insane or they were under control by their husband?

Whatever it is, such people shall be punished severely and not to give a second chance.These people ought to be jailed for the rest of their life! What’s more treasurable than your own kins? Sighh.

Another huge issue that I’d get pretty frustrated off about – I recently came across knowing that there were these bunch of ladies who were supposedly the FHM models, were on air with 98.7 deejays. They were having this “bra stunt” contest and there were videos taken (which I saw in forum) that, they were wearing sleeveless shirt, and, taking off their bra just like that in split seconds. I don’t understand how’s that got to do with “proud”, since they were all wearing that “flirtatious” mask on their face and took it off just like that with men all in the room. I mean, well, what were they trying to portray?

Say I’m traditional, narrow-minded or whatsoever, I just so disapprove with such acts. Can you believe how negatively it might do to the kids, and how such media publicity is going to influence the mindset of millions of “innocent-minded-people”?

I don’t agree on how people view things these days.. like they will all push such blames to the modern era : “hey, we’re living in the 21^st century, we should be open-minded and stop letting such positive changes affect you!” That's not true at all.. and definitely, I beg to differ. So what if we are now in this century? That doesn’t mean we ought to forget the morality of being a human and what’s right and what’s wrong to do.

It’s rather heartbreaking to realize that the various social issue/s are more or less linked to how a human brain functions. Most people will tend to follow suit a certain kind of behavior and get influenced easily. Just like a teenager who’s family background is poor, with father smoking and mother running away from home with another man. He/she will eventually grow up to either one of this category – Sick and tired of what had happened, and hence he/she set his/her mind that no matter what, he/she cannot let the history repeat itself on himself/herself. Another possibility will be he/she will simply follow suit of what the “upbringing” and process are. It varies and whether or not a person get influenced easily or not, it depends on himself/herself. Not that everybody went through that, or did that, I have to do that too. If we comply so easily, then what will this world become? More rapist, more mentality-unstabled people…? Eventually, I’m pretty sure that we need many counselors. Whether or not we have that many “mentality-stabled” person to be a counselor is still a problem.

Definitely I’m not trying to be negative or pinpoint anybody or even to be offensive. I just wish that everybody can do our little part and little by little, we will eventually make this world a better place to live at. It may seems tough, but am sure with determination, we’ll be able to make a change.

Start today!Yet, it seems that, a heavy effort has to be put in. I am here preeching my way through, yet such messages like "world peace" has been conveyed so many times.. without any improvements. Less developed countries are facing more problems than we are.. Can there be a change? Will social issue/s be resolved eventually? I sincerely hope it will.

24th April 2007

2007-04-25T12:39:00.000+08:00

I met up with the Joanna and Carol yesterday and that was part of my birthday celebration as well as to gather since we had not met up for a long time. We met at Paragon and as I reached first, I waited for them at the main entrance and I happened to see "Huang Bi Ren". Got no idea what's her english name is, but well, she's a actress in Channel 8. She looked normal, not that snobbish and she's tall. lol.

When the girls reached, we went to Sushi Tei to have our lunch.. and for goodness, it had been ages since I last visited there! I so missed the food.. yumm! I wanted to take pictures but as I didn't charge my camera and hence it just don't work on me. We ordered quite a bit and my gift from Joanna was the lunch treat.

We then walked around and headed to Heerens. Took neoprint and it turned out really cute. Ha, I took these when we were designing.

We didn't managed to shop too long together as Baby finished school early and he came over to meet me. Before the girls and I parted, I bought us each a similar keychain and took photos again using my camera phone. All in all, a wonderful time spent with them.

I'll be meeting up with my dearest later - the usual old-time gang. lol. As for who, it'll be revealed in probably my next entry.

Till then!

No GF for him, why?

2007-04-21T15:52:00.000+08:00

yujie`-:
Sians.. Why so hard de ?

Hais.. So long no gf liaos..Don't really understand girls alsonow girls mostly see looks and money..if don't have 1 of this hard to find gf..what do girls exactly want lehs?i'm a person with low confidence and self esteem.. anyone can helps??i don't dare meet girls or wad de coz i know i'm uglysighs... u all got any tips?

First, are you ugly at all? Why think that you are ugly? If you have a kind and faithful heart, I'm sure your personality will shine and overweighs any other features!

The thing that I don't understand is, why do guys have to view women as materialistic and that we love good looking guys and we want lots of money!? That's pretty much an insult to us and I believe most women would agree.

What exactly do girls want, you asked. Now, let me tell you and clear your doubts. It's so damn easy and we are not what you think we are.

We ladies need no gorgeous guy with well-built body or a person who earns a million dollar every month. We need no guys who can shower us with expensive gifts everyday. We are simple, we need:

A guy who can give us a good impression in the very 1st time we both met. Hence, keeping yourself in a good "condition" is very important. You got to learn to love yourself and be presentable in appearance!

Next, we will probably be looking at your personality. Let it shine, let it shine! If you are not confident about yourself, where on earth can you give security to a lady? How on earth can you secure them with your love?

If everything goes perfectly fine, like the chemistry and all, then yes, congratulations. You have the chance in wining her vulnerable heart.

Once you do and both started a beautiful relationship, be prepared to face difficulties and don't always be so self-centred that everything will go on smoothly!

You are a guy, you ought to give in.

Ladies need a guy who can give them the love they deserve and the security they yearn for.

Ladies need a man who can spend the rest of their life with, but, of course, with stable income. If you can't even support yourself, how can you be sure that you'll provide her with a good family? If you're that "gigolo", then definitely you won't mind her to spend money on you all the time, and paying off bills for the family as well as buying a house for the both of you!? I mean, please. I believe men have their basic ego.

So, please. Understand us, and understand why we need money from guys. We don't expect much, if you're not earning that much to support the both of you and the future family, then it's ok. At least you should be ambitious enough and are willing to work hard. You can make a little contribution here and there, as long as your lady sees it.

Take our "love requests" as a motivation for you to work hard and strive in your career/life, rather than to say "why do girls have to be so money-minded", etc.

If you throw such remarks, then I suggest you not to find a gf now as you just don't understand women. Learn to love yourself and understand women first before you start to date any of them. Women need to be treated with respect as they are vulnerable.

& I believe you're not desperate, you just need a direction in life, somebody who can accompany you through ups & downs. You can find one, so long you believe in Love and, yourself.

Memorable events.

2007-04-20T15:50:00.000+08:00

15th April 2007

I was so looking forward to this day.

Phantom of the Opera's stage play was supposedly to end on this day. However, due to the overwhelming audiences, it was extended till 20th May. I was so excited as this was my first time watching a musical stage play in Esplanade Theatre! The environment's really cool and well, indeed spectacular!

No photography was allowed and while we were having a 20 minutes interval, I turned around and snapped. After which, the lady came towards me and started say "Sorry Miss, no photography is allowed".. ;'( But well, for the sake of those who haven't went to the Esplanade theatre to watch a play before, and have always been praying to go but couldn't, this snapshot is for you! lol Well, thinking about the play makes me want to watch it again!

The whole play left me speechless and it was so breath-taking. There were a few scenes that nearly made me shed a tear. The whole effect was just way splendid. "In sleep he sang to me"... yeah, even while I was wide awake enjoying the play, I could feel the music, vocals and lyrics lingering in me.

At the end of the play, the applause was really loud... and it ended non-stop for a few minutes. It gets louder and louder when Rebecca Pitcher (Christine), John Bowles (Raoul) and Brad Little (Phantom) came out. What can I say? They're all so talented. I wish I'm living in the Phantom's era.

I simply love Phantom of the Opera. I believe in years to come, it will be as awesome! I suggest that if you have not catch the play, please go to www.sistic.com.sg and book the tickets now! If I didn't choose to go, I'd regret for the rest of my life. Fortunately I had a good seat (2nd row from the front), I could clearly see every casts.. Awesome!

Before the play, I went to Hai-Tien-Lou at Pan Pacific hotel to lunch with my family again. The dishes were sumptous and delicious as usual. After our lunch, we sat and drank at The Atrium. Had fun and it was a great moment spent with them. Baby then came over to meet us and we shopped awhile. After which, we had some quick bites and left to Esplanade to meet up with Christina for the play.

18th April 2007

Due to some reason, I resigned and 18th April 2007 was my last day of work as well as it was my birthday! Baby kept me in the dark for weeks without telling me what he was planning for my birthday.. and on the day itself, I had a huge surprise that made me teared. He's such a dear.

Well, since it was my last day of work, I took a few photos with my colleagues. Olivia's one of the most clicked colleague of mine, and Sherrie's my director's niece. She will be taking over my duties temporarily until they found a new staff.

Did you realised both Olivia and I were hugging the same cushion? lol, I first bought it at Watsons and they realised it's cheap and nice, and hence most of the staff in my office bought it as well. See, "the-meow-season" was there!

Baby then came to fetch me after work. He said we need to take cab to reach our destination, and hence I was bugging him about where was he bringing me.. and guess what? He brought me to Mount Faber! At first, I was wondering what kind of restaurant was he bringing me.. and when we reached, we went to the receptionist. I overheard him saying what "skydining" and I was a little confused. I was searching for more information about it as I couldn't catch it in the first place. Then I saw the big advertisement poster on the wall, and it took me a few seconds to digest! He actually booked the sky dining cable car dinner as a birthday celebration for me! I was so touched and I nearly shed a tear.

Later on when we were in the cable car, I was so touched that I nearly shed a tear again! When he gave me the gifts he had for me, I nearly shed a tear again, lol. He bought me a GUESS watch and written me a birthday card.

I bought him a watch for his birthday last year, and this year, he bought me one! How sweet. Anyway, we took quite a lot of photos and I enjoyed every single moment spent with him on that significant day.

The food served were good. We had our first round of starter - Cream of Tomato, and second round was our main course - Fish Fillet and Grilled Chicken and lastly was our dessert - Apple Crumble cake.

While we were having our last round of serving, the waitress brought in a birthday cake. Baby didn't tell me he was planning for this, and yet, true enough, it was another touching surprise! I did overheard a little while we were registering for our cable car dining in the first place. However, I wasn't quite too sure what were they mumbling about.. and tada, here was all what baby had planned for me!

The cake was really nice and surprisingly, he ordered a fruit cake. I didn't know he knows my favorite cake, lol. He ordered two glasses of red wine (my favorite again), and the staff there helped us to take photos which cost him another $30. Well, according to him, it's all worth it.

Overall, I had many many surprises in a day. Baby's so sweet and I love him to bits. In my 19 years of living in this world, I've never been so happy. My birthday celebration has never once been so happening. He knows me too well, his surprises for me were just way my imagination.

Thanks Baby for that wonderful evening. You're one of a kind and I love you.

Jolin Tsai's Dancing Forever World Tour Concert (2007)

2007-04-08T19:15:00.000+08:00

What a spectacular night! I had an awesome time spent with my sister and it's just worth the tickets price we paid for! It's such a waste that when I knew about this concert, $168 tickets were all sold out. I was pretty much in a "unlucky" state whereby those concerts I went, I didn't get a chance to sit at the first row! Oh well, at least the first few front rows lah! ): Usually by the time I know about the concerts or that after I made up my mind, the seats left are not that desirable. I guess I need to check out Sistic website more often, lol.

Well, the crowd was overwhelming. The stadium was packed and it was full house! I couldn't spot a single seat available man,...good gracious.

Guess what? The guest for this concert was Energy.

I'm pretty disappointed as I expected people like Luo Zhi Xiang or Stefanie Sun to come. Energy's not my idol and the 3 songs they sang made me think that they were actually wasting my time. Sorry to be blunt, but, well, to each his own!

Right now I'd like to declare that Jolin Tsai shall be marked as my Asia Fashion Icon! She is such a lady girl (if you know what I mean) and throughout the gossips I heard about her, and what she said during various interviews and stuff.. I realised that she is such a perfectionist. During the concert there were some problems like her pants are getting lose as well as some mic kind of problem. I could see that she was pretty annoyed over the whole situations. However, overall the concert went well and it was awesome!

The crowd get really sporty at the end, including both my sister and I. We stood up, "danced" and "waved" using our light stick. lol. It was really fun, especially when she requested us all to do the "human waves" (those the football audiences did). She praised us (which I wonder if it's true, lol) and the way she talked was just so adorable lah! Some guys behind me were like shouting "I love you" and "You have become prettier" in chinese. That was like so hilarious.

True enough, Jolin's getting better and better. Her dancing skills and vocal.. oh my. I wish I can be like her!

Here are some of the stuffs I bought/taken.

Well, my next concert, or rather musical I'm attending will be Phantom of the Opera. I couldn't wait any longer! I've been anticipating for it since last year. Kia-su right, I know. Well, and it's also my birthday soon. Hurrr. Busy busy. Thanks to all who plans to celebrate with me!

Most importantly is.. I've got my baby this year (and hopefully many more years) to celebrate my birthday with me. Such a memorable moment...

Till then!

:/

2007-03-31T20:03:00.000+08:00

Seems like my entries are getting lesser and lesser each week. From updating my blog on a daily basis to a once a week case.. and now, seems like it has been 2 weeks.

I have been busy and stress lately. Too much workload, but am still glad that at the end of the day I'm still able to get things done. Although it can get quite comprehensive to handle. Health seems to deteriorate too. Like now, I'm having a bad gastric pain. I believe it's the stomach flu acting up again.

On the contrary, I'm pretty excited about something. Whenever I think about it, I feel that I'm all relaxed.. At least, there's something for me to look forward to! I'll reveal once the time is right. lol, suspense suspense! (;

I'm very addicted with this HK drama series now - Dicey Business. Superbly awesomeeee. I love the theme song, so so nice.

Alright, time to go!

Happy 7th Month Anniversary..

2007-03-18T13:44:00.000+08:00

... and still counting. (:

Details? It's a secret.

P/S: I love you, baby.

300

2007-03-11T19:34:00.000+08:00

Finally, after a long wait of LOTR (Lord Of The Ring) similar movies, 300 is now screening on all cinemas (or is it just a few cinema..whatever). Anyway, I find that this movie is pretty short, 1hour++. However, the fighting scene is really really cool. So awesome! Though I felt like it was a game, lol! Now I know why is it rated as M18. The "supposedly-to-be-censored-scene" and those bloody scenes of chopping off heads/legs,... Ha, overall, quite a nice movie to catch! (;

Been watching alot of movies lately. Seems like I'm only free on weekends now. Busy busy work life I have. Sorry for the lack of updates,.. just too tired and lazy after 5 days of work in a week. lol. I'll try to get back here as often as I can!

Weekend gone just like that..

2007-02-25T11:41:00.000+08:00

Damn. I wanted to blog yesterday saying how nice it is to be spending at home on a weekend, yet it just passed like that! Yes, like that!! I worked half day yesterday and went to collect my cert. Then, surprisingly, when I reached home, showered and all, it was near evening time already. I took a short nap and spent time with Baby. Guess what? My long-awaited weekend just gone like that. :(

I'll be going to my sis's place later for Mahjong. Hurrr. My weekends.... Start work again tomorrow, and hella, gonna be a very busy day for me! Tuesday I'm gonna have dinner with colleagues/ex-colleagues at Bugis. Whoa whoa. Tiring week for me.

My April's schedule seems to be so packed though - with concerts lining up. lol, first I'll be going for Jolin Tsai's concert and then not long after, it's Phantom of the Opera! The only thing I'm looking forward to is my 19th birthday. Soon lur soon. **hint**

After so many weeks since Rain's concert was over, I'm still so addicted with his songs. Oh and not to forget, here's a photo with my beautiful kids taken during first day of CNY. :P

A series of fortunate events.

2007-02-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

Ironically, I came up with this title for today. lol. Why? Because I have not been blogging for days and within this few days, great things happened rather than the bad ones. So, isn't it fortunate? :)Dated 14.02.2007 was a special day for all couple, although many would say things like "Everyday can be a Valentine's Day for couples". However, it marked as a very significant day for both my Baby and I. I know I love him dearly, and this day makes me even surer that he's the one. Baby fetched me from work and we headed off to CHIJMES - Laviva for dinner. It is a spanish restaurant and the food there didn't tasted as good as I thought it would be. However, the companionship was awesome. We exchanged gift, talked and walked around. It was just.... yeah just... awesome.

Then not long after, we got ourself a couple pendant. We have always wanted a couple pendant, so it was pretty much a happy thing to get one!

I watched Ghost Rider and it was really awesome. Now then I realised Nicolas Cage in this movie is the same as the Nicolas Cage in the movie - 911. Do you know what I mean? Nevermind. The thing is, Nicolas Cage in this movie is so damn cool! So freaking damn cool can!? The way he changed into a skeleton, the pain he is having were all so real. Sending me goosebumps man. I believe he has a wig on for this movie though. *hee* However, I shall now declare something: Nicolas Cage shall be listed as my idol from now! If you haven't watch this movie, I suggest you go watch it. It's worth every single cents you pay for it! Oh, I do believe that there's a part 2 coming up. Watch it and you will know why!

I had such a fun time during the first 2 days of Chinese New Year eve and Chinese New Year! During the eve, my family and I went to my eldest sister's house to have our reunion dinner as well as to play mahjong! Despite me losing money, I'm still happy. lol!

On the next day, I went visiting. Had steamboat at my uncle's place, sat around and chatted. Got my ang baos from the usual people and headed off to watch Norbit and shopped around at the shops that were opened during the 1st day of CNY.

This movie is another awesome flim besides Ghost Rider. I laughed throughout the show, from beginning till the end. Had a great laugh and this is indeed really hilarious. I didn't know that there were 3 characters in this movie acted by the same person - Eddie Murphy. The 3 characters are totally different and they don't look alike at all! I couldn't even differentiate them even until now. I still can't see that both 3 of them are Eddie Murphy. But anyway, go watch it! GOGOGO!!

Oh well, The Dance Floor on chn5 had just ended not long ago (time now is 9:05pm) and I find that Melvin & Sharon and d2k were good. At least their dances move me. lol. Frankly speaking, some other groups just don't have that 'power' and the 'urge' to dance. Not that great. Oh, I can't remember which team was that, but I remember seeing Rebecca - my senior/bestfriend back then in AES. I wonder if she reads my blog. I've lost contact with her. Hopefully we'll get back in touch soon! She dance well. *tsk*

Now my life is .. work. lol I'll be blogging lesser as I'm really busy. Keep coming back to my blog for new entries though! :)

Some taxi drivers can be a nuisance.

2007-02-11T19:16:00.000+08:00

Good gracious. Although this incident happened few days back, it still leaves a great impact on me! I mean, what's with taxi drivers these days? Some are such a snob, some are talkative, yet some, so inconsiderate!

BF and I were taking a cab and we were actually wanting to find a place which was just located nearby. It would take us about less than 5 minutes to reach but because of this @$#%$@)~ driver, we were late! He looked like some sorts of pervert and was really talkative and kaypo. I felt like snapping at him and say "Please mind your own blardy business la!" I didn't even feel like replying him because what he asked was related about me and I simply nudged on my boy to answer him. After that, we simply gone quiet and did not answer anymore of his questions.

When we boarded his cab and told/showed him the address, he said ok and it was just nearby. He then added on without asking our permission that he needed to go get something somewhere nearby too before bringing us to our place. Before we could answer, he was already turning in to his place, where it was quite ulu to fetch another cab there la. I tell you eh, I'm fuming with anger right at that freaking moment. It suck shits!

Because of that idiot, we were late. We wanted to lodge a complain, but didn't managed to take a peep at the carplate number. Furthermore, while we were in the taxi, there was number stated. So damn pissed off. I wonder what's with this people eh, so inconsiderate. Better not let me bump into him again, I'll kick him off the taxi. Oh wait, he's driving a mercedes taxi, ok! Service should be good, yet.. *puke*!

Well, on a lighter note, I'm starting work as of tomorrow! (: I'm so so excited and nervous. Hurrr. Hopefully it will be a good prospect. But whatever it is, I'll be there to learn and gain my experience!

I can't wait for Valentine's Day to come. It's my first Valentine's Day to spend with someone so special like my darling. I can't wait for that perfect date + dinner. It will be marked as a very significant day to both of us! I love you, baby.

Aching all over.

2007-02-04T21:05:00.001+08:00

Oh my oh my. I was at my sis house early in the morning till night! It was really tiring with all the painting work to be done. I was there with my family to help out with her house painting. She wants to revamp her house.. and well, it's almost done I guess. I painted alot today and I got hungry real easily! I had my breakfast/lunch at around 10+am and had my dinner at 4+pm. Right now I'm feeling hungry again. Probably have instant noodles or something soon. I'm almost dehydrated too lah - lips dry and thirsty throat. lol. Not to forget, I guess I'm falling ill soon again! Whole body just don't feel right.

Aiya, I wanna go Chinatown man. CNY's near and I have yet to go there! Damnit! What's more? I've not gotten myself a dress or some apparels/bottoms for CNY. Oh my oh my! Everything seems to be so rush now, huh.

Right now I just wish my body-ache will go away soon. I feel the 'blueblack' feeling everywhere from head to toe.

But whatever it is, I had a fun time today!

Shit

2007-02-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

Guess what!? Muahahaha.

I feel like a total shit now! I'm such a @$#!~%!^

Everytime such things happen, I know nothing but to blame myself for what had happened and for what is happening. I'm such a failure, such a booboo. I shall hard hard to all God(s) in this world to help me. I feel like shit for not talking today. I feel like shit for lack of contacts. I feel like SHIT for EVERYTHING!

*Wahbiangz* Can I say that for once again, I feel like it's better for me not to exist in this world? Do I sound scary? Errr. Whatever luh!

Wait till I'm better and I will blog a better entry. Meanwhile, !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rain's coming world tour

2007-01-22T13:15:00.000+08:00

Guess what? It's Rain's world tour!

Hurr. Envy me, envy me! (:

You'll be surprised, you'll feel it's all unbelievable. Why? As much as I've complained about the expensive tickets of Rain's Concert and how I wished I can go.. well well, my wish was fulfilled!

Yesterday, dated 21st January 2007, I went to Rain's Coming World Tour concert! It was really spectacular and the crowd was overwhelming! Indeed hurr, Rain's No.1 in Asia. Ha. I had been really excited over this concert.. and been anticipating for it for a long long time. Now, thinking back that I was able to watch the concert is such a bless!

I spent quite a bomb at his concert. Bought many of his limited edition items - postcards, tees, etc. I'm such a happy girl now!

And nah, quit asking me how I got the tickets. Sheeshhh. I'm kind enough to share with you one of his concert's image tho' as I took many many. However, if you resort to steal the image, you shall die a terrible death. (:

Raining rain raining rain (:

Oh and last but not least, here's a video of his concert! Err, to be exact, part of his concert luh. (; Not to forget, I salute him. Despite his injury in HK, he never give up on performing. I heard the news that even tho' he's injured right in the middle of the concert in HK, he still grip his teeth and continue to perform. Hurr. What can I say then? He's good luh! I believe besides Aaron Kwok, he's the best!

i am @ Youth.SG

2007-01-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

What a waste. What a absolute waste!

I was foruming as usual in SGClub.com, chanced upon a thread started by a member there informing us about a contest going on in Youth.SG. I missed the first round of winning a Sony PSP. I've been wanting to own this sweet little gadget long ago, and you see, now I missed the valuable chance of winning. Don't you agree it's such a waste now?

Nevermind, I thought.

I'm just gonna pray hard that my entry will be considered as one of the best entries in Youth.SG. It's the experience that counts for having to blog in a contest! Uh, afterall it's my first time entering myself in a blog contest!

I'm pretty amused with the changes this world has been making. Everything evolving around us is more or less too much to be handled. The increased usage of computer-operated machines, increased in technologies, less labours needed, more creativity needed, and etc. Alright, yeah, these are the advancement.

Aside from that? What about the people? Especially the Youths? I've got so much to talk about them.

In the older generation, which youth dared to be defiant and disobey their parents? I am talking about the majority here. You see, in the past, parents would often cane their children if they did something wrong, or if the children made them embarrased in some way or another infront of their relatives or colleagues and clients. These 'olden' parents used caning as a way of teaching and guidance, and some even lead to what you call now - abuse.

See how powerful this rottan (left image, also known as 'cane') is? Imagine getting caned with this powerful tool. I am so sure that it will leave you with a good imprint - one that would make you remember for life as of why you were being caned, and to better reflect on yourself. This is a common punishment as an act of educational discipline in schools and homes.

But! Imagine yourself as a youth being caned now. Be it at home, or in school. Once complained, or police are informed, it's easy to sue the one who hurts you - be it intentionally or unintentionally. This is known as ABUSE now, not what we used to call it - disciplinary!

[To avoid misunderstandings here, I am talking about the basic disciplinary caning to punish and guide your child, not the over-exaggerating caning that leads to child abuse!]

I find this a pretty sad case luh. Youths now are so spoilt that they demand from their parents what they want instead of they plead and ask nicely. How can? This is so inconsiderate of them and what's more? It's not like as if the parents owe their kids a life or something!

I believe punishment is still essential. So long it is done appropriately. I once chanced upon a SPH's article while surfing the internet, a PSYCHIATRIST'S ADVICE is this:

Be consistent.

"You cane your child today because he didn't do well in his examinations," consultant child psychiatrist Dr Brian Yeo, 39, explained.

"The next day, he scratches your car but you don't because you are in a good mood.
Inconsistent caning can create a delinquent child, he said.

If he did something wrong, and punishment is not given, when on earth will he know his mistakes? At least, a punishment gives you hope that he might change, instead of just sitting down there, looking at how your child doing something wrong.

I've seen youths being neglected by their parents, and how they gave up on their life. For instance, they drink, they club all night long, they smoked their life away and how some cases of suicidal news about them just because of Love.

I am lucky to have a purr-fect family who loves me very much just like I do. Since I was born, I've never feel neglected nor having the lack of communication with them. They teach me many things which it can never be found on books, or taught by teachers in school. My family's awesome and I thank them for having me

You might be surprised. I was once caned by my parents too. It's a disciplinary kind of caning, and it was done only once. I was really mischievious back then, and even until now, I know where my mistake lies. That particular punishment has taught me how to be a better person

I believe appropriate punishment is needed for anybody - especially since young. Once your youth's over, you can't change anything or turn back the time. Youths now should be responsible for their own actions. Then, as you're responsible and sensible, you won't get caned/punished, neither will your parents feel hurts! Isn't it mutual, and life will be better?

At the end of the day, treat your child a little better, and you as a child of your parents, treat your parents 100 times better! Why? Because they are the one who brought you up. (:

She needs help. You initiate, or me? [part 2]

2007-01-19T15:22:00.000+08:00

Esther:
I got to know this guy from an art course hold by my school. He is one of the instructors or rather lecturer who taught us art. Me and a guy fren of mine then volunteer ourselves to help them re design a place in my school. And so, from there me and this guy got to know one another more. Exchanged numbers and blah... I'm a Chinese and he is a Malay-muslim. He is older than me by 3yrs old. I understand a little of malay lang. He knew it too. He is a heavy smoker, wherelse i'm not even a smoker. He have got 2 ex-gfs but both cheated on him. As time past, we got to know each other more and more. He got into NS and we chatted on phones several nights or rather most of the nights. One day, he sms me telling me that he like me. Well, of cause I do feel the same for him. But I'm not prepare for a relationship. And he told me that he is not prepare for a relationship too. Because of NS, his pay is not very stable. Or rather, not able to even survive on own so he doesn't want to have a relationship yet. And also because he planned to go for private "O" after NS as he want to be an air-steward and from there he wants to make his way up to a pilot. I kinda understand his concern towards his future. I feel happy for him when I heard it from him. And here's the problems... We always try to go out together on weekends. When we go out together, he behaves like as if we are one couple in people's eyes. And whenever he talks to me, regardless whether is on the phone or face to face, he tends to make me feel as if we are together. There's once when we went out together, he carried me up for no reasons. (NOT on any denial that I enjoy this kind of feelings at times; feeling as if together but not together) He have already introduced me to his family members. But I'm only known as a friend of his to his friends and families. His mum also knows about his plans for his future. He always tries to make me pick choices. He always tries to make me take the first move. There's once he stop calling and smsing me. I waited for weeks, just for him to get back into contact with me. But he did not. So I took the initative to sms him first. Then he called to told me that he is having his NS tests. So we lessen our chat times. Then back to normal again after his tests. On 30 dec 06, he called me and we chatted the whole night. He asked me whether want to go out on 31 dec 06. So I'd asked him where are we going to. He told me CHJIMES. But I wanted to go Woodlands as my friend is dancing for the countdown down party over there. I knew that he doesn't like Woodlands. But I was hoping that because of me, he will go to countdown with me over there. But he told me that he will consider about it before we hang up the phone. The next day, 31 dec 06, he sms-ed me asking me out. I asked him where are we going and is he still insisting on going CHJIMES. He told me yes that he wants to go CHJIMES and he said that is okay if I don't wanna go. So I'd replied that I'm sorry I'm not going. And from there, we stop contacting each other. Everyday, I'm thinking of him. Not sure whether if he does. I wanted to contact him but I'm tired of always making the first move. I got to know that he have already P.O.P from NS through one of my friend. I was real upset, cause he told me that he will inform me if he P.O.P, but he did not. So, I really can't take it. I sms him saying "Hey! Where have you been, have not heard from you. Wanna come out?" Well, it took him some times to answer. In the end we got to meet up together. As usual, he likes me to look into his eyes when talking to him. He told me things that happended when we aren't contacting for those few weeks. And he told me that he is quite tired those weeks because of the trainings for P.O.P. Don't know why as long as he can give me a reason, I feel much better, though he did not contact me during those weeks. Well, everytime when I'm with him, I feel very happy and eventually I tends to smile and laugh alot when I'm with him. No matter how bad my mood is, as long as he is around to chat or be with me, I always feel much better. But he always wants me to make the first move. And I'm kinda tired of it. He seems to be always making me feel love by him and then, when I realise the next thing is, he will be leaving at one side. Waiting for me to get back in contact with him. Does he really likes me? Why am I always the one who takes the initative? Why he seems to make me take the move always? Why he told me that he likes me and then he treat me like this? I will not deny that I like the feeling of being together but yet not together. But if this continues for long, it will really drives me crazy. Can anyone help me? I need help badly.

First of all, yes, you are absolutely in love - just like many other people would, or is already in love! However, of course, no love in this world is smooth-sailing, or as alike as what you have seen on fairytale-like stories (cinderella, for instance). Without failure, pain and agony, you won't know the meaning of Love, you won't understand what it takes to be in love and to be loved, and worse of all, you will just take Love for granted.

& next - races shouldn't be a barrier to you finding your ideal partner. Hence, whether or not he's a Muslim, it doesn't matter. As long as you don't mind about it. I doubt you mind tho', cos if you do, you wouldn't have fall in love with him in the first place!

You know, the best remedy in all aspects of life is to communicate. It's the best remedy, but in the meantime, it can be a disaster too. Not everyone can communicate well, especially couples. It takes two hands to clap - both have to make the effort in order to achieve that same 'goal' - to be together happily ever after. (corny, but true!)

Seems like he's very egoistic. You declined his offer to go CHJIMES several times, and he MIGHT thought that you are being "hard to get". Hence, perhaps that explained why he did not contact you for weeks. OR, maybe, what he said was true - being busy cos of NS.

You see, the problem is you have doubts on him - as to why he's able to be so cold-blooded for not contacting you for weeks since he confessed that he likes you! The best way is to talk to him and ask him why face-to-face. So that you can see whether he's true and sincere about his explaination. You can just simply tell him that altho' you are not ready for a r/s now, you'd still hope he'd respect you in some ways. That is, to contact you even if you did not initiate it. Even as a friend, nothing is one-sided eh. It's not like when you need me now, I'll be here, and when you don't need me, I'll just shoo. It doesn't work!

"Does he really likes me?"
I am sure he does like you. But whether or not he likes you as much as you do, only he knows it himself.

"Why am I always the one who takes the initative? Why he seems to make me take the move always? Why he told me that he likes me and then he treat me like this?"
You are always taking the initiative because he does not know what you are thinking and perhaps that is how he work things out. In order not to take the initiative all the time, tell him straight about how you feel about what is going on between the two of you. Tell him that you prefer things to work by the two of you, and not just you making the effort. Tell him you are not ready now for a r/s, but that doesn't mean you want to give up on him. No matter how much a person likes or loves the other party, he/she is still unable to guess the other party's ultimate thoughts and feelings. You got to tell him honestly and make sure he understands what you are trying to convey to him about your feelings.

"I will not deny that I like the feeling of being together but yet not together. But if this continues for long, it will really drives me crazy."
You like the feeling because when both of you meet, you both are just like a real couple. You love spending time with him and when he talks to you, you feel as if you are the happiest lady in the world. You like him tremendously, and perhaps deep in your heart you wish both of you are together. This ain't gonna drive you crazy if you take a few moments off your precious time to think about what you want out of the r/s between the both of you. When you are sure of what you want, tell him. Be confident and tell him! If at the end of the day you know he doesn't want what you want, at least you know you've tried.. and sort of removed a "burden" you have been carrying for a long time.

Esther, talk to him about how you feel, ok? I believe that's the best way. In order to prevent you from thinking too much out of the picture, clarify with him. Only he knows about what he's thinking and the way he acts towards you. No one else would know!

Meanwhile, cheer up. Sip in a cup of nice earl grey tea and relax! I am sure everything will be fine one day. Heheh.

Hope this helps!

My two cents worth [Part1-continue&end]

2007-01-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

.. continued from Part1.

kotoko:
tks, endlessly. your analysis is fantastic. =) thank you very much. actually, i am already ready to face him and talk... but it seems like he is avoiding me or situations where only the 2 of us will be tog alone... i know we need to talk because we are close friends and belong to the same clique...

giving him up is not an option... coz i really like him... as in, i feel very comfortable when i am with him... perhaps the feeling is already gone after he knew my feelings... but i am prepared to like him now...

i am really confused... why can it be simpler?

My two cents worth:
I'm abit confused with the bold sentence. Please explain?

Aside from the sentence that I'm confused with, I'm glad you agreed that the two of you should talk. If he doesn't like you, but once was your close friend, then the more he should solve this issue together with you. However, the outcome may not be what you wanted, and come to the worst, it might be very -ve. Whatever it is, you got to pull yourself and admit the fact that, once you crossed the boundary of friendship, things won't be the same again.

Giving him up for now seemed not to be an option to you. In times to come, it might be the opposite. Yes , you feel comfortable when you are with him.. and I guess you are probably thinking that you might not be able to find such a person ever again. It's not true though. One day,.. one fine day,.. you'll meet one who will be meant to be your BF/husband-to-be.

All I can say for now is, open up your heart. Look out for potential guys to be your next "target". You can continue to like him while looking for the "right guy".. no need to rush. Take your time, and I'm sure one day everything will be ok! (:

Love is never simple. It's complicated but we as a woman, often let ourselves sink into such situation.. as we're all born to love...

&.. you're very welcomed! ^^

kotoko:
what i meant was that i might no longer feel comfortable being next to him coz he knows that i like him... actually, today, i passed him some of his stuff (which were in my possession) back. he tried hard to joke with me but really, i didnt find it funny. i actually planned to tell him that i am really alrite. and that i want to be like how we were in the past, but i guess, the place isnt correct.
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i tot love would be quite strong a word to use.... and besides, i haven gone to that stage... but i still want to like him...
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i just msged him a lot of things. coz i have a lot to get off my chest. things like i really treasure our friendship, i really want to go back to how we were in the past. like i nv wanted to spoil the friendship. that i will use the you qing de li liang to overcome my feelings. and he replied asking me not to tink too much... do you think he has forgiven me? sigh....
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i dunno.... part of me thinks that he wants me to move on quickly... and i want to if it makes him feel better... but another part of me wants to continue liking him... i am very confused now... sigh...
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i really dunno what i shd do. i am feeling so horrible. i cant pinpoint to why i am feeling this way... its just like i am so used to talking to him everyday, so used to laughing with him everyday, so used to everything that is linked to him. but now, all i can do is to see other ladies talking to him and i have to play mute. i really like him... maybe i shd really move on coz that's what he wants me to do... but i cant. coz he has taken up such a big space in my heart that no one else can enter it... and i dont want anyone else to come in either... i am really very very lost... part of me wants to give up and move on or get a transfer, just to escape from him. but another part of me really wants to stay by his side... no matter what... just to get to talk to him... it doesnt matter that in the end, he says he likes someone else... i really dunno what i shd do...

My two cents worth (last reply):

kotoko, life's never smooth-sailing. Right now, the satisfaction you might have is probably your job. But on the other hand, love can destroy you in just split seconds. When love arrives, it just is. Whether or not the outcome is negative or positive, you still got to face it. Even though, yes, the pain may be unbearable.

If us, humans, can erase our own memory and "save" only the good ones at such a situation, won't it be awesome? The fact is, even if we can, this won't do us good. Why? Because, you will never learn from what you cannot gain, and from what you have lost.

Like what many had said, there's nothing for him to forgive you. Falling in love with him is not a choice given to you, but it just happen naturally. Some people can fall in love with each other in just a few seconds (love at 1st sight) whereas others may take a lifetime. So what if he does not reciprocate your feelings? You can still continue to like him, although in long-run, it's to your own disadvantage. Gradually, you'll lost touch with the world of love. You will forget how to love a person and the feeling of being loved by the other party. You will only know how to scarifice, but dare not take in scarifices given by others.

Look, if you want to remain as a friend with him, then you got to overcome your own feelings. However, like I said before, the strong friendship bond may not be the same again. With you unable to 'see' him as a friend than lover, how can both of you still be friends? Even tho' you wish to.

It's also natural that he wants you to move on 'quickly'. Try to put yourself in his shoes. If he likes you, but you don't, won't you want him to get over you asap too?

What I can say is, continue to like him for now and take your time to let this feeling die down. Don't let this 'like-ness' for him to ruin the friendship. Forget all about you-like-him-and-whats-not when he's at your presence. Open up your heart for more catches out there, not just one fella. He's not the only man left in the world.

AND, don't ever give up your life and career for a man.

ya, i wont give up my life for him... i might just get a transfer to another branch. tat's all... hmm.. things are fine now... or at least i think things are fine, we are acting like nothing has happened.

really thank all the ladies here for the wise advices. especially to Endlessly. you are really good. thank you very much. u can be a counsellor, you know? coz i feel so much better now. and so paiseh always post my problems here. really thank all of you for listening to me. thank you very much!

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Perhaps, it's time to seriously think about what I want to be. [:

Good life but something is missing.

2007-01-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday right after my Mom and I went to fetch my niece, we took a cab down to Pan Pacific hotel to meet my eldest sister. We had our lunch at Hai-Tien-Lo (海天楼) restaurant. The food there is very expensive, but tasted heavenly. Behold of what you are going to see though. You will go WOW~

We took quite a number of photos there and it almost used up 3/4 of my battery.Well, then the first 2 dishes came, I was like *omg*. It looks appealing enough to melt anybody's .. eh, mouth! Indeed huh, the look of the food itself did not deceive me. The moment I placed this heavenly piece of food into my mouth, I nearly fainted. It tasted really good.

One of my favorite dish of all. After I had this dish, the taste still lingers on my mouth. Now I shall present to you, the... smooth-est codfish!

Well, it's not the end, ok? Now take a look at this two dishes. Tell me it's wonderful eh. lol The left image is a bun with big prawn and the right image is roasted duck with mango.

*tada* Now comes the last main course. Sharkfins rice! Hurrr. I'm craving more of it man. T.T

After we finished with our filling yet sumptous lunch, we had our dessert. It's like beancurd with dumpling inside (汤圆). Nice!

Overall rating (ambience, food, etc): 8/10! I am pretty sure that I'd love to visit there someday again. Well, who can resist the temptation of good food? Not me!

I spent quite a lot yesterday as I bought 3 tops for myself.

Oh wait. I think I should explain the meaning of my subject title: "Good life but something is missing" lol. It's not exactly something negative.. but I realised, I should get a puppy soon. A puppy which suits me, and won't affect my sensitivity nose and skin. I'm gonna visit the pet farm soon. As for which pet farm, I've no idea yet. lol. I've been wanting a puppy ever since my baby Cavalier was given to my sis's friend. So sad lur!

This cute little puppy caught my eye lately. It's small in size, and somewhat easy to look after. I guess I'll either get this (teacup poodle) or buy the same breed I once kept - Cavalier King Charles Spaniel. Meanwhile, I guess I'll just do more research first.

Good life + puppy = purrrrr-fect.

My two cents worth [part1]

2007-01-08T18:35:00.000+08:00

I will start posting about how I help some people in forum(s) regarding about their life (most are love-related). Whether or not it helps in your situation, I'm just sharing what I've tried to help in other's. It's afterall my two cents worth eh! It's all based on real life stories and if you think you need help in some areas, I'll be available. Although my advices may not help all the time, at least I'm here to listen to you.

You can email me at: ivin_goh@yahoo.com.sg or just leave a comment here & I'll get back asap.

kotoko:
i dont want to post this in the love & relationship sub-forum... but i need u ladies' advice... recently, the guy i like knows that i like him... and although we made it clear that we wont let this affect our friendship, the moment we meet, i will start looking elsewhere. coz he was busy and when i ask him if he needs help, he pretended not to hear me (or may he really didnt hear me, i dunno) last week, i was in the common room asking to some colleagues for help... he gave me directions, but because other colleagues were talking to me at the same time, i couldnt acknowledge to his response. in the end, when we were all gg home on the same bus, he went to take the front seat while we went to the end of the bus... i think he believes that i am still not able to face up to him coz he told my gd friend that he is worried abt how i am coping with the situation...

he is a nice person... but how do i let him know that i am really fine... and can i continue to like him?

-- kotoko

My two cents worth:
Alright Kotoko, don't be upset eh. (:

When friends can't remain as friends anymore, there are sure bound to be awkwardness (just like you said you started looking elsewhere..). Why? Because both of you had cross the boundaries. Both of you know the answers to whether or not both of you can be lovers. He knew your feelings, yet he doesn't reciprocate (just like you said he doesn't like you) and hence both of you came up with this suggestion that: "we made it clear that we wont let this affect our friendship". It shows that no matter what happens, both of you still wish to remain as friends, even tho' there are no possibility of becoming lovers.

However, yes, remain as friends can be possible.. but it's not easy. & you have to be prepared that the good old times both of you had as friends may not be found in later times. Things do change.. esp. feelings are known.

* i ask him if he needs help, he pretended not to hear me (or may he really didnt hear me, i dunno) last week, i was in the common room asking to some colleagues for help... he gave me directions, but because other colleagues were talking to me at the same time, i couldnt acknowledge to his response.

Both scenerio is similar, agree? If he's alone and doing nothing but work, he may be avoiding you, pretending not to hear. However, if he's talking with other colleagues like you do when you didn't acknowledge his response, chances are, he really didn't hear you.

* he went to take the front seat while we went to the end of the bus...

This may be because he feels as awkward as you do?

* i think he believes that i am still not able to face up to him coz he told my gd friend that he is worried abt how i am coping with the situation...

He's worried about you, but in fact, the way he acts showed that he, too, doesn't know how to cope with the situation.

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Best is, talk to him, again. Tell him how you feel, and listen to what he has got to say. Such thing is unavoidable, esp both of you are colleagues. You got to face each other on a daily basis!

Sure you can continue to like him. Cos loving a person has no crime. He can choose not to like you, but can't control you from liking him. However, I suggest that you'd open up your heart to more opportunities out there in meeting someone who'd be really suitable for you as this current guy whom you like, does not reciprocate your feelings. Don't give up the whole forest because of a tree, yep?

Hope this helps!

Kotoko:
tks, endlessly. your analysis is fantastic. =) thank you very much.

Uncivilised people!

2007-01-05T14:04:00.000+08:00

Uncivilised people everywhere huh.

Few days back I was waiting for my niece outside her school with her Mom (my sister) and while my sis was using her cellphone, a malay guy with his girlfriend were walking towards our direction. He was using a clutch to walk and was full of body tattoos. When he was near us, he was like thinking we were blocking his way deliberately and kept staring at us. My sis was not aware of the situation as she was focusing the talk on the phone. I didn't care much though, not wanting to create any troubles. Who knows he had a knife hide in somewhere.

The thing was, when he walked passed us, he stood infront and kept scolding us "bodoh". Like, omg. We didn't even blocked his way deliberately lor! If he really had troubles walking passed our direction, he should had said EXCUSE ME! As if we were in the fault like that, kept scolding us bodoh! For some of you who does not understand "bodoh", it's "stupid" in Malay language.

Tabuleh tahan luh.

Another case was when I was with my family at Popular Bookstore.

You know how some aunties are right.. who loves to bump/knock/push people deliberately. So apparently, this auntie who's in her 40s, bullied a child who's only 5 years old! She kinda knocked onto my niece and wanting to push her away. My eldest sis saw it and so she confronted her and said things like this is not the way how you treat a child ok. Of course, she denied what she did!

So damn pissed. I wonder what's wrong with this people. So uncivilised!!! Be it whether a person is educated or not, it's the same! Doesn't mean a person who's educated, got his PHD means he's a good person. No way man~ Sometimes the more a person is educated, the more scheming he is! Who said people who's not educated are useless people? Not really!

Hurr. I think these people should put themselves in other people's shoes before they do/say anything. @%#@%!$^%~

Well, aside from the nasty stuffs.

Yesterday I was out with Joanna and Carol in the afternoon. Went to meet them to exchange our belated Christmas gifts. Carol was late and she could only meet us after 4:30pm. When Joanna and I met her, she was like saying I changed my style and that I looked like a model. *rofl* Well, anyway, we took a photo-sticker together. Supposedly wanted to have dinner together, but last minute decided to meet BF, so.. yep. lol. Sorry girls. Let's meet up for kopi session/dinner soon yeh! (:

So Baby came over to meet me. It was raining heavily and so I had to walk over to the bus stop nearby to fetch him over. Cos he didn't bring umbrella, whereas I did. lol. Anyway, we shopped a little and also took a photo-sticker at Bugis and after that headed to Suntec to have our dinner at Marche. Shopped around at Suntec too, and headed home!

I'm gonna learn to cook new dishes soon~ Muahahah! (:

Oh, I so looking forward to get a job any sooner. ): Spent quite a lot in taiwan's bags spree organised by one of the members in sgc. $$$$$$ please roll in!

Happy New Year 2007!

2007-01-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2007 to everyone!

I pray for all good things to come and peace everywhere, to myself, my beloved, and you guys! (: Not a good start before the strike of 12 Midnight. Hopefully after this night, my life will be smooth-sailing. Be it personal life, love life, family life, whatever life. Yep, I hope I hope.. I wish I wish.

Have fun!!

Happy New Year Eve, Dec06!

2006-12-31T14:44:00.000+08:00

Night at the Museum's such an awesome movie lur! I watched it yesterday with Baby and damn, I was so thrilled by it. Superbly great man. If you need a good laugh and to relax, this movie suits you! Best movie I seen before 2007 arrives. However, one thing that disappoints me most is Lido's theatre. We watched it at theatre 7, and I think it's the smallest theatre at Lido. For goodness sake lur, they should renovate it man! The theatre is so rundown and when you look at the ceiling and the walls.. my god.. very disgusting! Especially the chair, so uncomfortable! We paid $9.50 for each ticket, and this is what we get uh. Embarrass us Singaporeans when foreigners went there to watch. So much so of my disappointment, I seriously hope they will do something about it eh. Maybe I should lodge a complaint or something. LOL. Well, not till that extent, but, sigh. I probably won't visit there for a movie any sooner. My best preferred cinema is still Cathay! (:

Oh well, such a sad case hur. My $ is running low and I so hope to get a job soon. Unemployed for a long time just don't make me feel good uh. I want to work! There's so much things to be done with $. Alot alot alot. Well, of course, besides my shopping sprees! I need to get myself a driving license too. Sigh. Life's not easy uh. So full of challenges. Ha. I'm gonna be broke soon if money still doesn't comes in, but keeps going out. ):

There are so many things to buy:

Sony PSP (best is to get the Pink color!)
Sony PS3
Xbox
iPod
Knee-high boots
Apparels
Formal office wear (blouse, pants, etc)
.. & etc.

It's more of the gadgets that I want laa. Too expensive! Sigh.

Anywya, my dearest readers, before I forget, a very Happy New Year Eve to all! Hope you all enjoy your NYE celebration! [:

Belated Merriest Christmas! (:

2006-12-28T18:35:00.004+08:00

23.12.2006

Ha! Spent this day with my beloved GF - Christina! Her birthday is one day before Christmas and I had something on on Christmas eve, hence, celebrated an early birthday for her! I bought her a Hello Kitty's pillow from xxxx and I love it many! I did not get myself one cos I find it kinda redundant eh. I don't think I'd really use it so.. yep.

Oh, we shopped a bit at Cineleisure, took photo-stickers and bought each of us a burger from Burger King and smuggled it into KBOX at about 2:15pm. lol. We sang until about 6:30pm and headed off to Heeren to meet baby. Bought some stuffs from Action City and headed home.

I'm glad that after 4 years, GF and I are still going on great. I mean, well, like I said many times before, we haven't had a slightest argument neither did we quarrel! I don't have a wide circle of friend luh, and I'm not interested either. Hence, being able to met such a bestfriend, is worth to keep!

Well, I hope she enjoyed herself and loves the gift I had for her! (:

24.12.2006
I think this day shall be marked as one of my happiest day in life. In fact, there's nothing more worth remembering for than this. Thanks to baby and family for making this possible. I doubt they know how I feel.. but it's just too much to be explained. Should I say, it's just so tough for me to put them into words. I feel really, really glad. I can see a bright future between us, and I hope that day can be made possible. I'd want to spend my life with him and no one else. I wonder if he feels the same. (: He means so much to me.

Well, had a Christmas eve party (more like gathering) at my sis's place. It was awesome eh. Had fun talking, taking photos, receiving and opening gifts. BF and my family seem to be getting along very well too. More to come eh, for such events! I love them all. *hugs*

After which, headed off to a nearby shopping mall. Unfortunately, the shop we wanted to go was closed and so, didn't buy what we wanted to buy.

25.12.2006

Merriest Christmas! Well, nothing much. But the happiest thing is that, I finally gotten myself a photo printer! Ha ha!

It's Canon CP730! Woohoo. Best gadget so far! *tsk*

Maiden's Vow

2006-12-21T14:10:00.000+08:00

I shall keep you entertained with this video. (: One of my all-time favorite HK drama series. I'm still watching this dvd tho'. Very much in love with the theme song. Hurr. Enjoy!

I wonder... (:

2006-12-20T14:34:00.000+08:00

I wonder if anyone is still reading my blog? lol. Yes yes, it has been more than a week ever since my last post. I've been really slacklish & in a total off-mode for blogging. Didn't do anything constructive lately, except to slack, and slack. Not to forget, I spend most of my time posting in forum too! Hehh. Miss the forum days luh hur. Those who're from sgtalk and are still reading my blog, please go back to foruming again alright! (: I'll be waiting!... heh.

I watched Eragon few days back and I was a little disappointed. Not because the story is bad, but in fact, I think that the duration could be longer. It lasted for only about an hour ++. I believe such movie should last at least 2.5 hours eh. Nevertheless, I still love it luh. Hopefully part2 will be out soon. There's many movies to watch lately... and Christmas is near! *cheers!* Most probably I'll be out on the weekends. Dating with BF, celebrating GF's birthday, and Christmas party at my sis's house! Hurrr. Am excited luh.

Well, I hope I'll be getting my hands on the keyboard soon again uh. (: Have a good day, readers!

3 things.

2006-12-10T20:02:00.002+08:00

3 things; I've got 3 things to talk about.

Virgin trip to Changi Airport.
Issue to ponder about.
Star awards.

Virgin trip to Changi Airport
Went to Ikea Tampiness with Baby. When we reached Tampiness MRT Station, we went to take the IKEA shuttle bus. It takes about 5-10 minutes to reach there. The carpark is really big, and I think IKEA itself is huge too. More spacious than IKEA Alexandra's. Had fun shopping, fooling around like kiddies there. lol. Anyway, bought candles to spice up the 'romantic' feeling at my room. (;

After the trip to IKEA, I wanted to shop at Tampiness Mall. However, we took a few hours to shop there and thought we should just head off to Changi Airport instead. Baby knows I haven't been there, so since we were at that area, he decided to bring me there. Boy, I won't forget this for the rest of my life man. Baby's such a sweetie. Love him to bits. I'm glad he often brings me to places that I want to go.

Hope we're able to travel next year..!

Issue to ponder about
Something happened recently. I won't mentioned it happened on who. I'm not sure if you know who. But the main thing is even if you know, I won't say thats the one, and even if you don't know, I won't care. Rofl. I hope it's not confusing. But well, what I'm trying to say is, I won't disclose her/his identity here nor would I leave a detailed story. Just brief ones. (:

Let's pretend is a 'SHE'.

She met A for a few days and got together as a couple. However, what this guy did is kind of scares me off. I'd say he doesn't leave a good impression on me and I don't like him either, as a stranger you can say. He's creepy, I guess?

Tell me what you think about this kind of guy (can be any of you guys in the world):

He cares about your friends (seems like more than he cares for you). For example, he asked: eh your this friend, your that friend.. want to talk to me or not? Maybe they want to talk to me leh?
Eh. I want to talk to your friend because I want to know more about you from her mah.
You don't wanna sms your friend whether she reached home safely already? You her bestfriend leh, should care for her mah.
Your friend look sad leh, her boyfriend didn't accompany her is it.

OR. this kind of scenerio:
Your BF added your bestfriend to MSN/yahoo messenger. Obviously, he knows that's your bestfriend cos of the display picture she has on her MSN. However, he started acting blur. Your bestfriend asked him who he is, he said "oh I think we met on friendster/myspace and you said I can add you." Your bestfriend then said this can't be happening cos she has no habit of adding strangers to talk or whatsoever. As a matter of fact, from that email address of his, your bestfriend alreay knew that it was HIM. So he then said, "I cant rmb le, very long never online." Which, he actually came online just yesterday!

In the end, your bestfriend (being the bestest friend) told you about the whole thing. You then pondered:

At first he asked about my girlfriends...
He cares for my girlfriends..
He wants to know them.. yet when I want to intro them to him, he said don't want lah, later I jealous.
He tried to make me jealous using my bestfriends..
Now..this happens.. what's wrong?

Now, tell me your views.

I am worried cos I care.

Star Awards
What's with this shyt?

Every year the same. Every year something embarrassing happened. Like just now, got a guy.. dont know his name lah and the more he said, the more crazy he got. And started to spout nonsensical stuffs on the stage and the host has to stop him somehow. Boo. LOUSY.

Then.. people uses red carpet.. Singapore's star awards? Blue carpet?

The same old celebrities.. and even those who hasn't been acting can be nominated.

I am just so speechless, alright. -.-

Just so.. embarrassing luh.

huuuurrrrr.

2006-12-06T14:29:00.000+08:00

I know I've not been blogging for days, sorry uh. Been busy idling, lol! Many things had happened lah uh, I supposed. Ha! But well well, I think I will blog again soon. Probably later, tomorrow, or.. uh, depends on my mood. Meanwhile, enjoy the pic above! *ha*

Any modelling agency needs me, please contact me asap! rofl.

Hide & Seek with Kitty & Friends exhibition

2006-11-27T12:25:00.000+08:00

Presented by : Sheng Tai Toys
Featuring : Hello Kitty and Friends

Hide & Seek is an exhibition in celebration of Hello Kitty's 30th anniversary in the Asia Pacific region The exhibition features Hello Kitty memorabilia as well as contemporary artworks by 70 international artists and designers in the form of fashion, music, and motion graphics. Based on a game of 100 questions and answers, the exhibition invites the audience to seek out their own "Kitty" memories through an ongoing game with of "Hide and Seek" with Hello Kitty and her friends. Throughout this playfully nostalgic quest of questions and answers, you just may discover your own childhood memories hidden along the way.

Went to visit the Arts House at the Parliament House on last Saturday with Baby. We spent 2-3 hours at the exhibit while answering 50 questions given by them. lol. If there were no handouts given - the survey and the 50 'hide & seek' questions, I don't think we will stay there for so many hours. But well, the art pieces and display items there were really nice. I wish they were mine! However, the bad thing was - I think they should give us goodie bag. Cos afterall, we paid $15 for the ticket! Hur. Can't wait for more of such events coming up (of which, related to Sanrio!). Hopefully they'll be selling more of the limited edition products and stuffs. Oh, they actually are selling 300 limited pieces of the Detective Kitty. I've got an urge to buy it, but I stopped myself. Know why? It cost $199.95!

But well, since I'm unable to buy that lovely detective kitty (as shown on the left), I spent $19.95 on the mobile strap. Wanted to buy some other merchandises, but they were all kind of costly. So eventually, I dropped the idea after much procrastinating. What to do? I'm so broke now!

The thing was, I had a fun time with Baby again. We walked a lot, and it was as though we were having some walking-marathon or something, lol.

Oh, and you know what? I thought I should add another wishlist to my Christmas wish. That is, to go for Rain's concert on Jan 2007! It cost a bloody hell loads of money can. $488!!! I've never went for such a costly concert lah. Aaron Kwok's, Sarah Brightman's not even that expensive! So blardy (bloody) sad. What's more? I already spent $132.50 on The Phantom of the Opera at Esplanade next year in April!

Hur. Sad sad saddddddddddd. Someone please get his concert tickets for me! Or otherwise, if you have some special discounts like 50% or something, let me know! (rofl, which I know is highly impossible.)

vgohyk's

Christmas mood!

2006-11-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

Love is like an opportunity that passes once and nobody knows when it will return.

I am in a super-duper Christmas mood! ♫♪ My newly edited layout will prove to you how Christmasy I am feeling right now, lol. Nothing much, just some editing of colors and added a background image of me, the-incomplete, wishing you a Merry Christmas! Well yeh, an advanced one ya? Oh, and please read the entry before this to know what I want for Christmas. lol. If you find it troublesome or are busy to pass the Christmas gift to me face-to-face, no worries! As... there's always this thing call the - SNAIL MAIL. Heheh! *grins wickedly* Well, I recently heard Akon's new tracks and it was faaabbbulllaasss (fabulous) lah! So much like Step Up's. You can buy that for me too. lol. Hello, please do not say I'm like greedy or something, I'm broke, and we're all in Christmas mood isn't it? So yeh, got to do something about it to maximize the Christmasy mood, rofl. That is, to shower me with giftsss!♥

Hur. This is so true! I think all couples should read this. lol. (See below)

How to Fight -- and How Not to.

When you start to feel that you must get the other person to agree with you at all costs, you know you must stop arguing. Follow these guidelines:

# Think: Is there anything that could be gained from the argument at this point? If the answer is no, it's time to stop talking, no matter how angry you are.

# Don't repeat yourself. Making your point once is much more powerful than repeating it over and over again. This applies in work situations too. Think of yourself like a lawyer presenting a brief. Say what you think, then keep your mouth shut. "Anything further that you say at this point is going to screw up your best chance at a good outcome," says Wolf.

# Don't respond to retorts that are designed to make you angry. Ignore them. If your partner or father or friend baits you by saying something like: "You're just like your mother" or "You always say that!" recognize it for what it is and tune it out.

# When you hand out advice, don't require the other person to recognize it as the most brilliant suggestion ever. Just say it and move on.

# Above all, get used to the idea that the best outcome of an argument is that it ends. Don't cling to the unrealistic expectation that you'll be able to resolve the problem or get the other person to see it your way. Conciliation doesn't happen when two people are face to face, Wolf says. It happens in your own head, hours or days after the fight.

Maybe you'll be able to resolve the issue a couple of weeks later, when the feelings have died down. But many arguments never to do get settled. That's normal. "In the best relationships, there remain serious pockets of unresolved bitterness," says Wolf. Learning how to argue -- and learning how to stop -- will prevent these disagreements from damaging your relationship.

source: Click here!

I think I'm kind enough to share with you this! ;P Well, if you came across with any meaningful articles, please share them with me. Once I read, and find it all good, I will post it here!

Till then. ♪♫

A list of christmas wish!

2006-11-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

Christina typed a long list of what she wants for Christmas cos her birthday is somewhere there. Whereas, my birthday was over long ago and now I can't have a list of what I want for my birthday! If I do, then I got to wait till next year, april 2007! How freaking long. :( So, I thought, I should come out with a list of Christmas wish! Why not, right? :P Anyway, there's always this "exchange-gift" kind of session during Christmas what. So my dear friends, especially my Baby, please pay attention! *lol*

But wait. Before I type that, I'd like to say: I am so PROUD of Assumption English School! Haha! I saw AES was on ch8 news some few days ago and the sad thing was, I missed most of what the news was talking about my school. It ended like few seconds later when I happened to see it by chance (was passing my Mom something and saw the TV's on). So proud lah, although I've no idea what the news was about. I guess it's something regarding to some chinese campaign or whatsoever. Happened to see my chinese teacher on TV too! And of course, some fellow Assumptionites. I'm like, "huh? what!? since when is AES that famous to appear on TV? whoaa!! getting recognised eh!" I'm seriously happy for them - everything seems to be changing for good! However, I find that if Mr Marcel Lee's still the principal of AES, that would be purrrrfeect! Gosh, suddenly I miss my teachers! Mrs Jenny Kam, Mr Dennis Lam, Mdm Koh, blarblarblar!

Ok, so.. here comes my listttttt! Not a long one though, but enough to make you go bankrupt! =X Please please, get me one!

Christmas wishlist:

The Sims 2 expansion pack - Open for business

Nintendo DS - The Sims 2/The Sims 2 (Pets)

PC game - Need For Speed (Carbon)

New iPod (hopefully coming out soon!)

Some major departmetal store's vouchers (Takashimaya, Topshop, Zara, Guess, Esprit, etc)

Hello Kitty's stuff

Laptop casing from APPLE

Currently, that's all. lol.

♫♪Santa Claus is coming.. to town!♪♪♫

2 movies in 2 days!

2006-11-19T12:31:00.000+08:00

Love is so powerful that while it's killing me, it's the only thing to keep my alive!

This is superrrrb. I watched 2 movies in 2 consecutive days! Both the flim lasted for 1 hour and 30 minutes. They are Just Friends and Material Girls. They're all not bad and I think if you have the spare time or feeling too bored, watching this 2 flims are a good way to kill the time! Not a "must-see-kind-of-show" but it's not some kind of show that will waste your money on the cinema either. (; Not to forget, this is something that I won't procrastinate to say - that is, I think Hilary and Haylie Duff make a good pair of real-blood sisters! Boy, their features are so perfect and they look really similar. Hehhheh! Gorgeous I must say. & I heard it's the first time Haylie is acting? I'm not too sure about that though. But if it's true, I must say for a first time acting, she's almost as good as just any other actresses. Unlike Singaporean actors/actresses.. just way off.

On last Friday, I'm so glad to spend the whole evening with my Baby. We went to watch Just Friends, took some photos, to Funan and lastly, we went to Lau Par Sat for our dinner! The food there isn't that palatable. I still prefer the food at Holland Village. The next time I'm gonna visit Lau Par Sat is probably years later, or never. Please don't say I'm a mean person alright, lol. But if were to compare, that's what I think lah!

Yesterday, I met up with Christina for a movie - Material Girls and we went to GIRAFFE for a drink before we headed off to Chef's Restaurant to attend a wedding dinner.

I really like the ambience at GIRAFFE. It's so much better than The Balcony Bar. lol. It's not like I'm trying to imply that The Balcony Bar is bad. I still like the place and I'd want to visit it again soon. However, when I visited GIRAFFE yesterday, I know it's a place I'd love to drop by often! Can you see how well the place is furnished and all? There's 2 storeys and like The Balcony Bar, there's indoor and outdoor seatings. Sucha terrific place! I ordered Fruit Rum Frappe and Christina ordered some Honeymoon something. lol.

We then headed off to Alphonse and Kaijin's wedding. The food there is really nice and I'm gonna go there to dine again! *Yums* & apologies of the blur-ish photo. lol. After the whole ceremony was over, I was shaking hand with .. I don't know, probably Alp's parents or KJ's parents first.. and they were like saying "whoaaa your hand's sooo cold!!, you should bring a sweater along or something!" muahahah. Don't really know what else to say to them though. Hahah! Sweet couple though.

CONGRATULATIONS to Alphonse and Kaijin again! Hope you get to read this though. Be loving till the last breath yaaa? Ha! Now, they make me feel like getting married lah! Hahahh.

Lastly, not to forget to scribble down how much joy a person can give. Thanks again Baby for accompanying me throughout this whole 3 months. You're the sweetest guy on earth and I feel that I'm just so blessed to have met you. Like you do, I can't wait for the day to arrive where our relationship can be made permanent. Remember our great future together like, 7-10 years later? (: I love you, very much! hugs!

Blogging soon!

2006-11-16T15:12:00.001+08:00

I miss you so much that you're always on my mind. I love you so much that you're always in my heart.

I know I haven't been blogging a lot lately. Apologies!

Well, Baby and I will be having our 3rd month anniversary soon, which is like hours later. I promise I will blog when I'm back after our date! Meanwhile, I've got myself a new blog, but in chinese. Those who might be interested, you may take a peep! Visit regularly & comment if you think you should. (;

http://vgohyk-heavenlypeace.blogspot.com

Once again..

2006-11-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

At this point of time, I've got an urge to stop blogging. History is repeating itself over and over again. It's ok. I learnt something over the years - I won't hold onto stuff that don't belongs to me, if things are meant to stop, I will let it be. I may be disappointed or sad, but well, I leave it to fate then.

I met my BF few months back (officially), and amazingly, he's one of a kind who is able to help me get rid of my past without even me knowing. I'm just so attracted to him, every moment. Thank You. :)

Oh yeh, I'm so looking forward to the musical play of The Phantom of the Opera! :) I'm sure I'm gonna enjoy myself.

4 years of friendship, a lifetime of sisterhood.

2006-11-06T10:34:00.000+08:00

I had so much fun yesterday! After many weeks of not spending time with my beloved girl alone, we finally met up. We had a special celebration yesterday, it was actually our 4th year of knowing one another and also our anniversary! Special enough, hur? Well, it's amazing how we got to know one another, and the various stuffs that we both went through together. We both has seen each other's weaknesses and strengths, we both understands one another and of course, we been through our ups & downs! She's someone worth my time for, definitely a good friend to keep for life.

Well, I've always interested in dance movies and it makes me energetic! lol! We then went to watch the sneak preview of Step Up, and I tell you, it was awesome! I gave it a 4.5/5 rating (I don't give full rating even though the flim may be perfect, cos I believe there's always a room for improvements!). Gosh, I think it's a time for me to really go learn some street jazz or ballroom dance. I'm going insaneeee! Well, before the movie started, we have about 1-2 hours to spare, and so we went to take a neoprint and shopped at Heerens. The neoprint turns out pretty well and it's a $11 new machine! Expensive hurrr? ;(

Well, I especially like the top left's cos I think it's really gorgeous. With the multiple us at the back, lol! Before the movie, we went for the lunch package at Cineleisure's KBOX and after movie, we went to Takashimaya to shop around and headed home!

She's such a sweetie lah! Can you imagine this? 4 years of friendship without any miscommuncation or quarrels? CAN YOU IMAGINE THIS? Cos basically, most of my friends that I came across with were in the position such that, our friendship was pretty tough to maintain. I got to know Chris 4 years ago, through mIRC #rebel by chance. From then on, we developed a strong friendship and it has never fluctuate! I don't know how to express my thoughts right now.. I'm just thankful that she's been supportive and has always be by my side when I needed someone most in my darkest period of days in my life. She's part of my pillar of support/strength. She's purrrffeect.

Thanks my beloved sista, for being there all the time. I hope our friendship will never end. You are the best!

Eh, one last thing to note: I want the expansion pack of SIMS 2 - Open for Business BADLY man! Whoaaaaa.

penned down with loads of loves!

03.11.2006

2006-11-04T14:25:00.000+08:00

Indeed, a memorable day for the 3 of us. Never thought what I did can cause so much impact on a person, till the extent of her crying. Well, what can I say? The time spent with them was terrific!

Jo and I had a mini belated birthday celebration for Carol. We prepared a gift for her and a scrapbook - inclusive of our photos (the 1st time we took a photo till the 'last' one) and we added captions as well as a page of what we want to say to her. We then headed down to Holland Village for our dinner. My primary school girls and I went there before, and basically I introduced the place to my 2 girls since they hadn't been there before.

We went to eat at one of the coffeeshop and the food's yummylicious as usual! For the 3 of us, it was a little exaggerating to order a total of 7 dishes. lol. People that walked passed were pretty amazed, and some did went "whoaaa!" They must be wondering what on earth are our stomach made of eh? lol! The Sambal's dishes not that bad, except that I think it wasn't that spicy. It could have been better! However, the crab was really fresh and yeh, I am craving for more!

lol, don't you think the food looks appealing enough? But well, I know the last image is a little bit obscene.. just trying to show you we, as girls, can finish up the food! lol!

After our dinner, we headed off to Essential Brew (yeh, again!) and we decided to ask Carol to go up and had a seat first, while we ordered the special birthday cake for her. When Jo and I were done with that, we went up and acted as if we hadn't order anything, and started to call for the waiter and ordered a Rose Pu'er tea. While waiting for our cake and tea to arrive, I was trying out with my camera and let me show you a ''magic''!..

Can you see how spookyyy? My friend's without a hand! Oh dear. ;( Haha, anyway after we were fooling around, our food finally arrived. When Carol saw it, she was soooo touched that she started to tear.

We calmed her down a little, and we sang her a birthday song. After which, we asked her to make a wish, and blow off the candles!
We then feed her with the cake and had a cheers.

While she was opening the gift, she cried again. Jo and I were influenced by her and we almost teared as well. Such an emotional night! Well, overall, we had the most perfect outing on her birthday. At the end of the day, we were all happy! :) I hope in times to come, I won't be forgotten by them. Tskkk.

To end this...

One of our favorite photos... - our memories.

penned down with loads of emotions & loves - ivin.

Remedy in a relationship [Part 1]!

2006-10-28T16:36:00.000+08:00

"We all want, above all, to be heard - but not merely to be heard. We want to be understood - heard for what we think we are saying, for what we know we meant." --Deborah Tannen

I was watching a taiwan variety show and they mentioned about how easy it is for a couple to quarrel. A quarrel can start off simply by saying things that were not meant to hurt each other intentionally, but instead to show him/her that you detest something. One of the Taiwan Celebrity - Gao Ling Feng is best known for his playboy-ness in the past and that he actually divorce 3 times. He's pretty much experienced in relationship. Which rich guy in the world doesn't play with ladies? He must be a nut - a nut that we should salute to!

He is now married with a young woman, who's probably 20 years or so younger than he is. So naturally, he dotes her a lot. However, he said something which I guess most women in the world will agree.

"In a relationship, somebody has to always give in willingly. Someone has to play a role where quarrels can be prevented. Which I think, in my opinion, guys should be the one. My wife get agitated pretty easily, and at times when I asked her certain questions like 'why are you wearing this dress', she'd say things like 'you think it's not nice, so I couldn't wear it?". Now you see how easy a quarrel can start. But! I love her and I think as a man, I have to coax the one I love without provoking her any further. I then told her "wear it, wear it cos I think it looks fabulous on you!"

He is a gentleman, I must say! Which woman on earth hates to be praised? He too said that he is the one giving in most of the time, although sometimes he is quite pissed with his wife. He said "What to do? Afterall she's someone I love! I have the responsibilty to make her feel that she's the most blessed woman in the world." I was like "whoaaaaa, is this a fairytale!??" LOL.

Next, another celebrity (a woman), is pretty experienced in love too. They were having this group discussion of Love and Relationship between woman and guys. Both gender point out their view, which sounded very logical.

She said things like, "I'd rather be single if my man couldn't scarifice more than I do. We as women are simple. We don't ask much from a guy except that he has to be forgiving, and that he's willing to scarifice more than we do." And well, she is now happily married with a guy for many years.

Another said, "Of course I want my man to earn more than I do. What's the point of getting married to him when I have to pay for the house and expenses? It's not going to work well in this case. If we have to be together with such a guy, then that a definite answer that I'd rather be single. I can feed myself even without the help of him! I guess guys should have the basic ego that they ought to support their wife."

Communication is the principal building block of any relationship, but communication isn't just about expressing a thought. It's also about understanding what your partner is saying and conveying, back to them, that you understand. It need not be conveying back to them verbally, but also it can be done physically. Oh, ever heard of "Action speaks louder than words"?

Another male celebrity said, "It's important as a man to know what our woman is thinking and what she wants from us. In the past I had few dates and I was still very confused with what women were thinking about sometimes. They'd often say things which actually doesn't mean it that way. For example I asked her whether she wanted to go for a movie with me on our first date, and she replied 'Oh no, I'm busy, maybe next time.' And I simply said 'Oh well, ok.' Damn me, I must be stupid! Women are easy to handle if you know what they are thinking. Just remember, they often say things that meant the opposite!"

lol, how true! Well, I think watching tv variety shows do help! lol! Afterall, it's all based on their real life experiences and to a large extent, that's what women and men are all about!

Another example can be - Kenny and June (names used are based on imagination) have been together for 4 years and Kenny decided to propose to her. He brings her to a jewelry shop and acted like as though he needs his girlfriend help to choose a diamond ring for his Mom on her birthday. June isn't stupid, she knows what's going on. (Women's instinct are pretty accurate!) So they started looking around and saw a 1 caret's diamond ring and another with 3 caret's. Kenny asked her which one she thinks is nicer, she said humbly that she thinks that the 1 caret's is nicer. At the end of the day, they went to a posh restaurant and he started to propose to her. Shockingly, when she opened the box, she saw the 1 caret ring but was angry and she walked off. It left Kenny in suspense and he was confused with what was going on!

Do you understand why? lol!

Well, all these are basically an inspiration from what I watched on the tv recently. Somewhat I think it does relate closely to how a men and women should/should not do and how they should communicate in order to avoid quarrels!

Laters! ;)

Hurrr.

2006-10-26T12:29:00.000+08:00

B.O.R.E.D

That's all I can type now. I might blog later again. :) However, whoever's capable of entertaining me, give me a call, a text-message, or, if you see me online, message me for a chat. I'm going bonkers soon. Been pretty stress. Bah!

Getting emo.

2006-10-25T11:28:00.000+08:00

Feeling rather emotional now. You may ask: "Hey Ivin, what's wrong? Cheer up, alright!" I don't really know what's going on, except to feel sad and.. well, you can say I'm having a mixed feeling right now.

I don't expect people to understand me, to know how I feel, what's on my mind, what's my perspectives are like, or.. whatever. I just hate it when people assumed things of me that are not true at all. Sometimes it just get so tough to express myself clearly. Yeh. Life's pretty unfair. People don't usually get what they want. For instance, you're rich, you want your husband/wife to be rich too, or the status just don't match. But when it comes to the right one, he/she will never be the one you're dreaming of. It's totally the opposite. Don't get me wrong, Baby and I have our ups and downs, that's definitely. But we are able to walk through 'em. I love him for who he is. If not, I won't say "Yes" when he asked me to be his girlfriend.

You know, this entry got to be really messy. Like I said earlier, I'm having a mixed feeling right now, so I don't really know what I'm typing.. but I'm blogging now cos I just feel like I need to blog.. feel an urge to pen down something - anything that's possible, anything that comes to my mind.. like, this moment? :)

Uh. What can I say now? Emo emo emooo.

Time is running out for me. I've got exams and somehow this emo is getting the shit out of me. It's so damn tough to concentrate. Hell ehh.

I'm trying to make my entry lengthy. Cos, I'm bored.

Hmm.

I just so hate to be neglected. Who likes to be alone, ehh? Damnit.

Aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Just don't feel good right now. Can someone makes me laugh? Cry also can lah! ;(

Bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. 1234567890!@!$@!&%^@$(!@&!%#!%#!*@^%@!^%!

Bye!

Vivocity, 21st Oct 2006.

2006-10-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

I'm so excited! Finally got the tickets of The Phantom of the Opera - 15th April 2007! Christina, Baby and I will be going together for the musical play. Simply couldn't wait for it, uh! 1/2 more years to April, damnit!.. and next year, I'll be what? 19?! Muahahha. 3 days before my birthday, and we are going for the play! Muahahah. Can you feel how I feel? The excitement in me?! ;D

After we bought the tickets, Baby and I went to take a neoprint. Supposedly that was for our 2nd Month's, but we forgot to write it in the neoprint.. so, yehhh. But well, we had fun while taking the sticker!.. Very much in love with this guy. (;

After that, we headed off to Vivocity. It's a pity that Vivocity is about 3 storey high? If there's more storey, I think it will be fantastic - simply near perfect! Well, I think the park areas are still in construction, cos in the night time, there ain't much lightings around. Such a pity! However, in the bright daylight, it's awesome! I'm sure I'd want to visit there again. Simply because, I didn't managed to finish my shopping there, lol! The place was really crowded today and at some location, it was pretty hard to move around.

Besides that, I had a pretty bad day today. Why? Not because Baby and I ain't having fun together. It was because I had a bad tummyache. Even right now, I could still feel the lingering pain. ;(( Had diarrheal twice! Now, tell me, how bad can it be when you're having a bad ache outside!?

Overall, I had a really good time today. Spent my whole day with Baby and I'm sucha happy baby now!.. To end this entry, I shall present you the..............................

WORLD'S MOST SWEETEST COUPLE.

Tsk tsk.

Christina Aguilera - Hurt.

2006-10-19T18:58:00.000+08:00

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
He told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

So so nice. (:

(:

2006-10-17T13:56:00.000+08:00

Photoshopped cos I'm without any makeups! Muahhaha.

HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BABY!

It's incredible. Time flew passed in just a blink of eyes! Baby and I have been together for exactly 2 months. Within this two months, I've been really happy. I know 2 month's nothing.. but am sure we'll have many more months to come if we hold onto our promises. He's sucha baby, sucha wonderful boyfriend. I've never regretted a single moment spent with him. I planned a little surprise for him, hope he loves it many!.. tsk.

Lastly, I love you from the bottom of my heart. (:

Time spent with my girls.

2006-10-13T20:02:00.000+08:00

Had a wonderful time spent with my girls yesterday. We were supposed to reach our destination at 6pm to have our buffet and for some reason, we postponed to 7pm. We actually made reservation about a week in advanced. lol Anyway, we met up for dinner as a celebration for HK's birthday celebration. It was helluva fun and the food were yummy-licious. I was so bloated that I don't have much appetite in the noon time today!

After our dinner, we tricked HK to go to the fountain area and from there we gave her a little surprise! I hope she likes the gift we gave her, as well as the little surprise. lol, though I had a tough time walking around the area with HK just to make sure she did not catch what CX and Geral were doing.

Overall, we had a fun time together lah! Hopefully we'll be meeting again soon. Tsk tsk. I love my girls! ;)

Well, right now I got to go watch MY GIRL DVD with my Baby! I miss him tremendously.

World Trade Center (film), 2006.

2006-10-11T00:33:00.000+08:00

This is a super traumatizing flim. If you think you can undergo such traumatizing moment, I suggest you go watch it. lol. Well, not exactly that exaggerating though.. but when I watched the flim, I could really feel that I'm in it. I could still remember vividly the moment I saw how this 911 incident occured through the news reported in year 2001. The way the planes crashed into the buildings and how it collasped - still makes my heart stops a beat. I don't know how and why on earth can people be so cruel and coldblooded to the fact that they could harm innocent people till the extent of taking their lives without any valid reason!.. Like what the flim said, "bastards!" - the terrorists!

Anyway, I'll give it a 4/5 rating! It's a flim that I think you should watch if you haven't. You would probably feel the same way as I did. ;) Cos there were quite a few times where I was about to shed a tear and cried badly. lol however I held back my tears cos it would be inappropriate to cry in the public, with mascara running off and whats not. lol

Overall, it is so damn heartbreaking lah!

Well, 6 more days to my 2nd month anniversary with Baby! Time flies soooo quickly. I felt that the 1st month had just passed for a few days only. And now, just 6 more days and it will be our 2nd month. lol. I'm incredibly happy this month, except to feel a little insecure and stuff.. However, Baby managed to assure me! Furthermore, we both managed to settle something really important in a calm and super-duper loving way. He's such a dear to me. I'm so freaking glad I chose to be with him and that we both love one another oh-so deeply! We are both making a big effort in the relationship and hopefully nothing will go wrong in times to come!

i HEART you, hun! <3.

I am not being...

2006-10-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

.. a racist. I won't disclose their race here, so please don't ask me. If you're smart enough, you might know!

Anyway, Baby is playing with my laptop - The Sims 2, and I'm using the desktop computer now - blogging some shity stuff. lol. I love him!

Well well, I went out with Joanna today in the morning. We reached town at about 10:45am and started with our shopping spree. I didn't buy much things there but instead, I spent quite a lot at Bugis, Seiyu. I met up with my family there around 4pm. I'm so dead tired today can, woke up at 9am, shopped all the way till 7pm at night! ;( But I did had a good time, soooo yehh.

The nasty thing that happened was - some @#!$!&^* family with 2 kids. One still need his Mommy's hughug, while the other was running and jumping around. Like some Monkey. Anyway, the point is, they were so damn annoying! The Lady stood real close behind me (while we were waiting for a cab) and her #%!%!@$ son keep moving around and kicking my BAG! So damn pissed. I was like "uhhh alright, I shall just step infront a little".. and goodness, they still stand so close to me lah! Freakos. Then, when it was our turn to get into the cab, she asked "hello, do you want to get it or not?" !@$!$@~ her! She think I what, cannot wait one meh! I got a baby nephew, 4 year-old niece, Mom and Sis with me leh! What she thought I am? Futhermore we bought so many things and were having a stroller with us! No need pack, no need take things to the cab?! What's more? I'M QUEUEING RIGHT INFRONT OF THEM, I SHOULD TAKE THE CAB FIRST WHAT. @%!%!$~* Unreasonable freakos.

I should say things like "DUH, YOUR EYESIGHT GOT PROBLEM? CANNOT SEE I'M QUEUEING RIGHT INFRONT OF YOU!?"

I hope she reads this.

Ugh.

Anyway, to end this.. I shall present you the gorgeous babes. ;D

Goodnight! ;>

((:

2006-10-04T19:18:00.000+08:00

Mid-autumn festival is around the corner hur? I heard it's on this coming Friday. On 22nd September, Baby, Christina and I went to the Chinese Garden. I was pretty excited about going there, cos it had been a long time since I last went there. Unfortunately, it disappoints me very much. The ... 7 wonders-something were not that appealing at all. It looked rather disturbed - like for some funeral. lol. The ticket for adult is $8, but a big thanks to Christina for her Passion Card. It entitled us with a 20% discount! ;D

Well, despite the very-not-appealing stuffs there, we still managed to enjoy ourselves! We had fun playing with the camera and had a good time together - laughing our ass off away! lol

Sometimes, it's awesome to realise that there are people who loves you very much! I have my Baby with me and a girlfriend who's always there for me, what's more can I ask for? ;) Although I may feel insecure and silly at times, Baby reassure me time over again and again. I feel loved!

On the 1st of October, I met up with my girls - Geraldine, Chuxiang and Huikoon. Main motive was to celebrate Geral's advanced birthday. We went to Marina Square KBOX and had the KBOX buffet package. When we were there, I was pretty disappointed. lol, cos the room was really small. I still remember the time when I was there with my colleagues, it was terrific man! The room was really big and spacious, with plasma tv and all. Gosh, I wish I can be in that room again, lol. Anyway, had a filling dinner which caused me a bad stomach turnover the next day. I wish I can post the buffet pic here, but cos I'm really lazy and that, time is running out for me to blog, so I gotta end this entry fast. lol. There is only one picture available for you to see.. Better than nothing!

Yeah yeah, fantastic candles and cakes hur? lol, we bought her a strawberry ice-cream cake from Andersen and 8 (i think) small cakes from the KBOX buffet. Also, 3 of us shared a gift for her too. Heh, hope she enjoyed herself that day!

Our next catching up will be on the 12th of October - Huikoon's birthday! We will be going to The Authentic Japanese Buffet Restaurant to have our dinner. On dutch, that is. lol! Can't wait to meet them again, also to have my buffet.. cos I see many seafoods! Alright lah, actually I saw only the crab which makes me drool. ;P

I'm really happy recently.. Baby knows why. ;D

And.. I realised, as a person aged, many things changed. His/her perceptions, motivations to do something, and how he/she views things are so different.. Everything changed! People say, when a person is old, he/she will act like a child. Well, I hope when I'm old, I've something/someone to keep me moving and not thinking like "Uh, please let me die,.. there's nothing meaningful to live on at this age." Which is like, uhm maybe 70 years old? Blah.

If you can help, do let me know what I'm good at. LOL cos I'm pretty confused with what I want in the future - my ambition. It changes as I grow up.. But still, I guess the main ambition I want is something that is interesting and fun to work - Fashion or sales. Others may be applicable too. I'm still young, so no harm trying out what's my likes and dislikes, what I want to be in the future! If possible, be a rich tai-tai. HAHA. Which lady on earth doesn't want?! ;D If I'm a rich tai-tai, I'd still want to work - have my own business, open a store or something. Hehh heehh.

Well, there's something in mind now tho'. Perhaps I should go for it and give myself a time period of 1 year to see if I'm suitable for it. Tsk. Wish me luck, even tho' you might not know what it is.

Later.

Hmmmmmmm..

2006-09-30T19:11:00.000+08:00

I think..

Friendster. hi5. Myspace. IMVU. ICQ.
.... &etc,

is full of temptations. Not like I'm involved in it, but, I think it's as unsafe as a person is attached and go to a pub or club. Holy crap, I'm insane!

):

Singaporean manners - WHERE?

2006-09-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

I'm amazed by how the world is progressing. I seriously think that, the higher education you have, the more snobbish you are. However, for some people, they need no high education nor recognition. All they need is money and power. Who cares about your level of education (except when you're looking for a job) when you are rich? "Money isn't everything.. but without money, you're nothing! How true hurs? So, people with at least a $50 notes and drive Mercedes Benz have enough power to kill you. How? That's easy. He will come up to you, give you a tight slap with that $50 note and said "Get the hell out of here you asshole! Don't try to talk, you think you can own this Mercedes Benz? Stop dreaming, idiot!". Yeah, of course that is, a person who doesn't own a single car!

Well well, my idea here is, I freaking hate how Singaporeans are today. They are so sucky that I wish I can give them a tight freaking slap on their face! It annoys me to see how arrogant and snobbish one can get - even just a salesperson or what else? I remember visiting Ikea few months back with my family. I accompanied my Mom and was trying to acquire some information on a particular product. The ugly old faggot puts me off! He seemed so impatient to explain the infos and stuff clearly to us and was like giving me those "ughhh..what the hell, please go away" expression. Of course, I was irritated by that and started to talk impatiently with him too. I said things like "hello, can't you just show us what we want to see?" and then he would insist that "*roll eyes*, this product isn't on display, geddit!". Yeah, and so, GO TO HELL YOU FAGGOT. =/

IMPATIENT AND RUDE SALESPEOPLE PUTS ME OFF! @%#%!@!!%!@~

Next! SECURITY GUARD(s). For some people staying in a place where security guards are around and that you have to pay like more than $150 a month for the maintenance fee and such.. but in the end, you can't use the facilities that are provided freely and they are so freaking rude to you, how the hell would you feel, hurr? I will lodge a complaint! For goodness sake, it's pointless to have such security guards when you are actually paying 1/4 of their pay? Its like, a lot ok! And when you are asking them about something, they said things like "wait wait wait!" So, what's this? I pay you money for you to say WAIT WAIT WAIT to me? Go kampong fish for your life lah, why work here!?

Where the hell is all the mannerrrrrrrrrssssssssssssss? I am so overly pissed.

Oh, recently somebody told me about a case and I curse that guy upside down, left and right. He's some driver of some lousy car and was driving real close to a taxi (at taxi stand). The passenger in the taxi came off the cab and the door accidently touches the lousy car. So, the-I-think-I-am-so-awesome guy came out of his car and start pointing and shouting at the passenger. FYI, the passenger was a lady. So, again, where's the freaking manners? Obviously, the road isn't that narrow that he got to drive so close to the taxi. He SHOULD know that there are people who board and came out of the taxi what! So why the hell must he drive so close, and the next moment when such minor accident happened, he blames all to the poor passenger? I so despise you, Mister you-know-who. I was like, if I'm there, I'm gonna throw my bag on your face and kick your balls real hard! No, don't get me wrong. I'm not being nasty. But how can a guy SHOUT at a girl in public and use his FINGER to point at her? This is so disrepectful! *Roll Eyes*

Why are Singaporean so ill-mannered? Where are all your manners? Are you brought up in some shits culture or something? It's like so important to have that MANNER alright! I don't care if you are a salesperson, a guard or a driver. I don't care if you are PHD holder or just primary one education level. So long you have manners, I admire you! Salute to you man!

C'mon, we should come up with some manners-campaign! *cough cough*!

Best in life.

2006-09-18T19:33:00.000+08:00

I had an awesome weekend which would etch deep in my heart forever, something that I wouldn't forget till my last breath. Baby and I celebrated our First Month Anniversary at The Fullerton Hotel. We had the most perfect meal in our life so far. It was so tasty and everything just seemed so perfect and wonderful.. I feel like I'm a princess, which I have never felt in my life before. Thanks baby!

I finally get to taste Foie Gras! Something which I've been craving for many years! I'm feeling so fabulous. Everything we did together are awesome. I love him!, and, of course the splendid dinner we had together on our 1st month. ;>

[I pray for many more months to come!]

Oh, I bought him a watch from Casio as a present for his birthday. I can see he loves it many & I know I'm the sweetest girl on earth, uh? Yeahhaaa, my baby loves me many!
Chronograph

I see Yijie is back to blogging again! Feel happy to read his entries, lol.

[Yeeeehhhhhh we have something in common for calling my bf and yur gf uh! :p]

I'm glad both of us found the one we love now. He seems happily attached and I'm feeling so happy for him! Tskk. Still remember the old times in school and those days where we played Maplestory all day long. He's a great teacher and a friend to keep! Wish you all the best man, Mister! lol, I hope you read this and please lah, your gift is rotting man! Hahahah. Be in touch!

I love You, baby!

Decided...

2006-09-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

.. to continue to blog. Because. i am happy now!

Anyway, baby did something which touched me deeply today. I was ill and felt like having the "Qing Tang" desert more than anything else.. so, he went to get it for me!

I love him dearly.

You came into my life and I wasn't sure how to react. I was so pulled to you and yet so wrapped up in my own narrow vision I almost lost you. Thank you for not giving up on me. For having the "Faith" to keep trying. I have never loved as I love you; so completely, so unconditionally, like no other.

When I told you, "Forever," I meant it and forever hasn't gotten here. I love you!

ooolala.

2006-09-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

I know the title is like shit. I'm sorry, just couldn't find anything else to replace that. Been so tired.. I may want to stop blogging, again. Might take a longggg break from the world of blogging.. 1 year later? 5 years later? or nah, it's time to retire! Anyway, maybe some motivation would help, lol.

"I'm really sick, I don't know what's going on, but I could feel millions of needles poking through my heart."

Things aren't really good lately. Like many would say, life's a shit sometimes. How fucking absurd would that be if life's all about shit.. shit and more shit. You know, I'm not feeling really good lately, so pardon me for such an entry. I just need some place to shout.

Sometimes I do wonder that I'm not suitable to be involved with many/certain things.

Hihihihi.Hello.Halo.Konichiwa.Ni hao.Xin chao.

Uh, just bored. I know I'm being silly. Please laugh at me!

MSN is not working for me, and it is soooo bloody annoying. Are you encountering this problem too? Hurrr.

I wish I can write more. Maybe later. Next time. Or, never. lolllllllllllllllllllll.

aww. how sweet! i just realised i've seen some (& leading to extinction) of old couples still holding hands together, expressing that they love one another, for life! man, it's something to be envious of! tsk tsk.

Alright, enough of my craps, or crabs. Uh, not funny. Bye!

Just you wait!

2006-09-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

My bad my bad. It's been 10 days since my last entry. I promise I will blog soon! An entry that will be long and interesting enough for you to read! Meanwhile, I did some slight changes of my blog. Somehow I think it's pretty neat now. I'll leave it as it is now,.. unless I've got some new ideas next time! ;]

Oh, the hit counter is almost 6,500 now. So yeh, continue to read and comment!

6 more days to our 1st month!

happyhappyyyy!

2006-09-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

Baby and I went to have our dinner at Ah Yat Restaurant in Turf City on Monday. We had a sumptous dinner which cost him a bomb!

We had fun there, although there wasn't much to shop. Now when I recall back.. I realised there's quite a lot of changes there. It seems different from the first time I visit there. I remember there are Breadtalk, some jewelry shops and etc.. Seems like all these were gone! Baby and I still make a fun outta that boring place after our meal. We had fun trying out different shades and stuff, lol. Totally crazy and we are just so in love!

I didn't manage to take all the photos though.. but anyway, the food were superb! Goodness, I'm craving for it again!

Well, girlfriend did a hilarious thing which made me laugh till I nearly faint. lol. We were in some serious business, focusing on our revisions and suddenly, she made some funny expressions and etc and started saying something that I won't be able to forget forever! She was like covering her eyes and said "PEEKABOO!" LOL. She's such a sweetie. I believe it was my first time laughing my ass off infront of them that day. Today I was pretty insane too, laughing away when I was with them.

To end this entry .........

I love him!

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you: I had no control over."

Eternity...

2006-08-27T12:03:00.000+08:00

Eternity Ring...

The image says it all. :]

Read this: http://www.sweetrejection-.blogspot.com/, entry dated on Sunday, 27th August 2006! She's such a sweetie. I love her! :)

Happy!

2006-08-26T11:02:00.000+08:00

I told Baby that I realised I have not been blogging for days.. and yeh, here I am!

Yesterday was a rushy day for us. I met Baby at town around 5+pm. He wanted to get his formal wear stuffs and also our couple ring. Fyi, we booked the tickets for our movie - The Monster House at 9:15pm! So, well, things got really rushy. We walked from Takashimaya to Cineleisure then to Urban Warehouse, and from Urban Warehouse to Wisma and to Shaw Lido and back to Wisma! My foot hurts like crazy. =/ Especially the blisters...

BUT! I had a good time with him! Yesterday was such an enjoyable night! Although we can't get our couple ring yesterday (due to they engraved wrongly and stuff).. we still enjoyed ourselves! ;] Baby is going to collect the couple ring today after work and yeh, I'll be able to wear it by today!

I'm so proud to be his GF. Love him many many!

Short entry I know, wait till I'm free to blog again lah! Till then!

OMGGG.

2006-08-19T18:05:00.000+08:00

I read back my past entries and I was so surprised over a comment given by my teacher! Can you imagine thatttt??? lol, I didn't even realised that (the comment) until today! My entry was written last year and he commented only february this year. Ahhh.. that explains why I didn't notice!

The entry was about the testimonial given from him. He's my chemistry teacher back then! :]

Well, the thing is, I reckon I have many secret readers. Who knows every teachers in Assumption English School are reading my blog?!

Something leave me in suspense - how did he came across my blog? I wonder who else is reading!

Helloooooo.. if you (and all my secret readers) who read this, please comment ok, and stop being so secretive! I'd love to see your comments, it keeps me going! (;

Can you....

2006-08-18T11:51:00.000+08:00

....smell that Love is in the Air? :]

I'm officially attached to Joel Khor now. lol, I guess people who know us will be so surprised, hur? Especially our friends in Primary School (Gosh...how many years was that?...uhm, 5 years?lol).

I'm a very happy girl now, cause we solved our misunderstandings and things got pretty good now.. Hopefully we can maintain our relationship for long run! :]

I couldn't sleep well yesterday! Wanted to sleep early but unable to. I slept around 2am, woke up at 6am, slept again and finally decided to wake up at 7:40am. lol, terrible hur? Must be me thinking of him too much. lol

lol, I feel awkward saying I am attached to him, I love him, I miss him and all. I've been single for years and .. aiya.. you know lah, it's just so weird now. I'm still trying to get use to it! ;>

Nevertheless, I love my boy, very much!♥

Thank You for the endless sweetness you have showered on me. Thank You for always being there for me, trying to assure me. I love you more than anything else. You know, with two person sharing the same thinkings about relationship, I know we have no problem to sustain our relationship till the very end! Our love will just grow deeper each day. Do remember the promises we made and let's work hard towards our dream. I love you, Hun.

ilu. ulm. now, what are we?

2006-08-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

"You Don't Miss Your Water ('Til The Well Runs Dry)"

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On our way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Tried to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

[Chorus:]
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water til the well runs dry

As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and painful times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

[Chorus]

For you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Girl you know that you
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always forever

[Chorus]

You don't miss your water girl no
But I believe so strongly in you and I yeah
Can somebody answer me the question why
Cause you don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry yeah listen
If you ever get the feeling
You wanna play around starting cheating, remember
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry

Yeh, this song is by Craig David. It was sent to me from ba zhang. Thanks to him for such a beautiful song. :]]

I'm a little down today, God knows why.

Had an arguement with him (let's name him Q) few days/weeks ago. We argued because he thought I was still pining for him, which I actually don't anymore. Moving on is one of the biggest goal I'd want to achieve. Yeh, sounds ironic, but I've always been looking for that someone. But never seems to actually found any.

Yesterday was pretty sweet, with all the messages and stuff. Today was a disaster.

Surpsinginly uh, things can turn into shits in a day!

Now girls, isn't it right for us to feel insecure over a relationship? I don't know why, but guys seems to be thinking way differently with us! But they tend to misinterpret stuff, and get misunderstood.

I was at fault today, I admit. But I apologised 3 times and Q was still broading over what I said.

I wish I can let out all my misery, doubts, anger... everything here! But nah, for the sake of my own little privacy, I'll leave you in suspense.

The thing is, I'm pretty attracted to this guy, but I don't know if that's enough. Seems like there's a barrier between us now.

For those who hate me, you must be laughing away happily and cursing me "THAT'S GOOD FOR YOU,BITCH!" Yeh, ya go to hell.

But no doubts, I'm still a happy girl! Over these years I've learnt to be optimistic, and trying my best not to think too much out of a picture (tho' sometimes I still couldn't accomplish that).

I'm like a perfectionist yeh, I tend to set high expectations and all. I like who I am, but the bad thing is, I'm not really good in expressing myself.

Ahhh.. whatever.

I'll leave everything to destiny. I'll go where it brings me to.

Wanna know if things will get better? Heh, read on. -.-

oh wow..am I writing some sort of love series thingy? heh, I'm full of rubbish. admire me!

i <3 babies/kids. lol

2006-08-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

I know the title is pretty ironic, but that applies to one of my friend. LOL. We were revising in the library and a kid came over and sat with us. Yeh, imagine a 4 or 5 year old kid sitting with just you and your male friend. People that walked passed thought that the kid was our child or something, LOL. But well, he's really cute and I managed to take a photo of him secretly. I do not know if he saw what I'm doing, but well, no harm uh? Just taking a picture of a cute little boy.

I was pretending to sms, and tada!

He's such an adorable kid! How nice if I have a boy like him? HAHA. He's really bold to sit with us; two strangers whom he do not know! I guess we looked really nice and cute, that was why he was lured to our place, LOL.

I am just so in love with babies and kids. Babies have a very nice smell which I can't stop smelling it, LOL. My baby nephew's been in my arms lately, and with me, smelling him non-stop! I love him to bits. Oh, and also my ever-so-cute (but naughty) niece!

Well I've been eyeing the iPod for a long time. I saw it real, right infront of me again just yesterday and I was like "oh wth, I MUST GET IT!"

I'm a iPod lover!

Get me one? Uhm, my birthday's over months ago, so you can probably get me for Christmas present or something. An advance present please! Then I will love you very, very much!

"Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."

Ignorance is such a bliss.

2006-08-05T17:34:00.000+08:00

I'm addicted to Shayne Ward - No Promises lately. Especially the MTV... way awesome. Jolin Tsai is being ranked to one of the top chinese singer in my list now! Love her to bits! You should get her latest album - Dancing Diva if you have not do so yet!

Well, many things happened for the past 1 week. Did not have a chance to blog daily cause I was busy with stuff. In this 1 week, I encountered excitement, happiness, sadness, confuse-ness, and.. whatever.

Not to forget,....

C.O.N.G.R.A.T.U.L.A.T.I.O.N to me for being the aunty of 1 niece and 1 baby nephew!

For those who's pretty close to me would know what happened lately!

Oh right, things got pretty out of hand lately. lol I'm confused with what I want. My case been a little similar to one of my friend, such that, we are both confused of what we want!

Would you get into a relationship with somebody who's attached to another? Especially when you've just know him/her? Nahhh, for me I won't. I've been taking a long time to know if a guy is right for me, or even if we can be together. Sometimes I'd just slip the chance of being together with someone nice without even me knowing!

Love's a good feeling sometimes... but not all the time!

It seems so tough to find someone who can understand what you are thinking about. It's even more tough to find someone who's willing to be honest to you and share everything of what he/she is thinking! If you found that person, you're lucky!

My expectations of a guy:

Sincere

Devoted

Caring

Understanding

Honest

Romantic

Know when to be serious and when not to

Doesn't smoke, doesn't go clubbing

Not a flirtatious person

Able to share with me about anything, no secrets!

Willing to give in to me most of the time (cause i'm so damn fu*king stubborn)

Willing to assure me time over again and again (cause i'm just so insecure!)

Look at relationship as long-term

Able to cast away all female friends (cause i don't believe guys and girls can be really good friends. there are bound to be feelings and temptations there, no matter how much i'd like to trust him!)

.... & etc.

Yes lah! I know the list is pretty long, but hey, take a look at it again! They're all simple criterias!

Fit the bill? Contact me. [LOL]

I'm just being crazy today!

But well, I think, no matter how long your list of expectations might be, the guy who really loves you would try his very best to be what you want him to be!

Can't find that special someone? Stay single lor! :]

Feeling so terrible...

Happy for 2 days!

2006-07-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

Been enjoying myself a lot for 2 consecutive days - Wednesday and Thursday. Spent quite a bit.

Wednesday, 26/07/2006
Met up with my GF and we did a really good shopping! We started our shopping spree at Far East Plaza. I wanted to buy some apparels at P.O.A but it was not there anymore! So sad so sad!

Before we started our craziness in shopping, we had our lunch at a restaurant in basement of Far East Plaza. Because of that, I lost my appetite for the whole awful day! Can you imagine me, having to eat only a meal a day, especially when the food tasted horribly horrible!? :/

The food might look appetizing to you though, cause of my great photo-taking skills. BUT, it tasted really bad! Salty and dry! I went to the restaurant with Christina before and I tried the Ramen, it was average.. but now, I swear I will never visit the restaurant again! H.O.R.R.I.B.L.E, OK!

IT MAKES ME LOST MY APPETITE THE WHOLE DAY!!!!

Can you freaking believe that! :( Bloody hell.

Anyway, besides the food, GF and I did a great shopping spree together. Been pretty crazy though - taking pictures after we changed clothes in the fitting room TOGETHER! LOL.

I hope you noticed the different tops we were wearing! We tried quite a number of clothing though, but I managed to buy one top at Paragon, Armani Exchange, that was all I spent, excluding food. :P Spent quite a long time in choosing the tops and am fortunate to have GF as my shopping partner. She gave me good comments when I asked her. lol

Saw the left top? I bought that, but in white color! ;] GF tried the sleeveless top but she doesn't really like it.. but overall, she did a good spending too. lol! Especially buying something cute for her boy!

After we took the photo-stickers, she rushed off to meet her boy and I waited for Joel at Heeren. I will post the photo-stickers next time!

I watched The Lake House with Joel and the movie was really good, but I dislike the ending. A little unbelievable and funny. lol!

To end, I enjoyed both of their company tremendously!

Thursday, 27/07/2007
Met up with Christina and we watched Lady In The Water. The movie was average. Not really good though... well, I don't exactly know how to explain, but, just.. not really nice. Especially when I saw the lead actor, I was like.. argh. Anyway, I suggest you to watch The Lake House instead of Lady In The Water, ok! Heed it or not, up to you! :p

We had our lunch at Suki Sushi, Cineleisure. Had buffet and we ate quite a lot. Before that, while she was waiting for me, she went to the arcade, and for some reason, she lost her mobile phone there. She realised only after we were almost done eating.

I shall curse the one who took it and bloody hell off the mobile phone that he/she will be unlucky FOREVER! Hope you trip and fall whenever you walk! IDIOTS.

After the movie, we shopped around and had a quick bite at Takashimaya, cause we decided to chill out at The Balcony. I been there twice and I'm still loving it. ;] Finally able to drink Chocolate Mint Martini after such a long time!

My favorite sandwich!

After the chilling session, we went home, pretty early. Cause she has a camp the next day! ;]

Oh dear, I love you guys! :]

Not to forget, I need some sleep now. I have been sleeping really late recently and been out the whole day for two consecutive days! My foot hurts and I am so tired! It's 1:16AM now.... arghhhhhh, good night! ;>

Ivin's...............

2006-07-24T17:03:00.000+08:00

OZ is back in action!

Hi Folks (again)! lol

For those who know me in the past would know I played OZ. I quited the game cause I was getting a little bored.. and with the number of major changes in OZ. Like, the GM getting problems, wanted to close down and stuff.

Anyway, I guess this game is not under any Singaporeans now. I'm not too sure about the details though, cause most people whom I knew from the old-OZ do not play OZ again, neither did we keep in touch (majority).

Whatever the case was, I'm back again! With a new account!

Find me there or add me, ok? :D

vgohyk's my nick! ;]]

Ivin's.............

2006-07-23T15:21:00.000+08:00

MAPLE STORY is back in action!

Hi Folks! ;]]

I'm back playing Maple Story after months and months and months of Missing.In.Action! My usual nick: Complexity! Look for me there, uhm? Alternatively, add me in your buddy list! ;]

See ya!

亲爱的不要离开我. [chinese]

2006-07-21T00:41:00.000+08:00

Yeah, this song is awesome! ;] It's the old habit kicking up on me.. I simply can't resist sad songs! why...why..WHY!

亲爱的不要离开我
想起你的夜里
眼里不停的流泪
想着我们过去
我的心很痛很伤心
想起你讲过的话
每一句钻入我心底
想珍惜这段感情
可是你已离我而去
亲爱的不要离开我
心里面想的人全是你
离开伤心的地方
离不开爱你想你梦里的日子
亲爱的不要离开我
心里面想的人全是你
怎样孤单来过日子
亲爱的不要离开我
亲爱的不要离开我
心里面想的人全是你
离开伤心的地方
离不开爱你想你梦里面的日子
亲爱的不要离开我
心里面想的人全是你
怎样孤单来过日子
亲爱的不要离开我

I'm happy cause I'm free from stress now! Ok, at least for the moment. ;]

[Thursday] Went to find my ex-colleagues cum very good friends. Waited for them to off work and headed off to East Coast Park to have our dinner. I love the weather there at night, really cooling and many thoughts can fill your mind.

People usually go there with their boyfriends/girlfriends or to party or to play. For my case, I guess I'm just reflecting on certain stuff.

I have always thought that if you compare your life with others of how happy you are or how unhappy you are... is a total bullshit. Cause, everybody's life is different. So, what the hell do you want to compare!?

Well, you know, people has been approaching me with questions and stuff regarding about their love life and stuff. They would come telling me that "Hey Ivin, I'm really sad.. my gf/bf ditched me and I feel like dying. He/she said he/she don't love me anymore!" I feel like saying things like.. "Ok, go to hell. At least he/she told you a reason!" For my own little old-grandmother-love-story, my case is such a disaster! Why can't people just... be satisfied? Eeew.

Stop complaining how tough your life might be, if you're not making the best out of it! Why complain of losing your bf/gf when you're not treasuring him/her that much? Why complain about relationship sucks when you, yourself is not trying to be serious with it? Don't bloody hell come complain to me that how bloody sad you are when you're not making an effort in the first place! This applies basically to EVERYTHING!

Oh, not to forget, Joanna told me a damn hilarious thing today - about her dream... of me. LOL. Thanks Girlfriend! You're such a adorable gf! *evil laugh*

Goodnight for now. ;]]

When will you say...
"I Love You"?
:]]]

Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest! [Finally! :D]

2006-07-18T19:07:00.000+08:00

I am so happy! Finally went to catch Pirates of the Caribbean - Dead Man's Chest yesterday! The show is terrific! I like the way how it linked to Part 1's - Curse of the Black Pearl, and how the show finally ended! Well, the movie lasted for about 2 hours 35 minutes and I tell you, it is just not enough for me! *Dancing away happily* I love the romance part especially, how Elizabeth (Keira Knightley) kissed Jack (Johnny Depp) for some _______ reason. Well, I leave it blank cause I think you ought to watch it if you have not do so yet! I give it a 4.9/5 rating! Simply can't wait for the part 3 to be released!

Yeah, I know I'm pretty excited over that, lol. But hey, on 27th July, I realised there are a lot of nice movies coming out! One of which is The Lake House by Keanu Reeves (!!! ARRRRHHH!) and Sarah Bullock! Then there is also this movie called World Trade Centre coming out on October, or was it 27th July... er, anyway, that is a must to watch too! I'm sure I will cry if I watched that movie. lol

I treated Christina for that movie cause she watched it before and I couldn't find anyone else to watch it yesterday. Basically, all were busy working and those that were free already watched the movie. So no choice, a treat to her! Buy ya know what? She complained in her blog that her butt ached cause of sitting another round of 2 hours 35 minutes of show! Do you think she ought to be beaten by me? lol* Just kidding. Anyway, thanks sister! ;]]

We also went to a new cafe in Cineleisure.

The Dim Sum there is pretty nice. I'm sure I would love to visit there again! Especially to eat the Mango Ice. Thinking about that makes me drool. The style is quite like HongKong's style. Menu is well arranged and decorated too! ;]

Oh, and we both took a photo of ourself at the cafe. ;]

We then shopped around at Heeren and headed home. Even right now, I could still feel the excitement of watching Pirates of the Caribbean 3! Hehe.

Us before we left. :]

Oh, I am so in love with Johnny Depp! lol!

~~I miss you, bf!~~

Love Struck.

2006-07-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

Been busy lately and I'm fortunate enough to go out yesterday! Bought new pair of shoes (again) and did a basic Pedicure with my sister. Wanted to buy a colored contact lens, but the sales person there was really nasty, bad attitude! So I decided I'd just buy it later, maybe at my nearby shopping mall. ;]

Beautiful nails now, uhm? ;p

Well, been thinking about somebody lately; 24/7. It is a nice feeling to fall in love again, but at the same time, I feel that love for me might be pointless. I'd be thinking things like, "What is he doing now?", "Will there be girls around to snatch him away from me?", "What is he thinking right now?", "Is he ok?", "Does he thinks about me all the time?" and etc.

I hope this time, he is the right man. I like him, very much! Does he knows? :]] It's really painful to think if he will fall for other people, or girls will influence him to like them. But well, the choice lies in his hands anyway.

Don't send me messages or leave comments like "Hey Ivin, who's that guy?" and stuff. I'll let you know when this relationship is going to work. lol, maybe years later, or maybe nothing will bloom! ;]

I miss him and wonder what is he doing... blargh.

I have already declared that I have somebody in mind now. So I guess guys will not come any closer to me, which I don't care! ;]] I did this because I want him to know that I like him, and that's it. No one else! I need some security too... wonder what will he do. Ha.

If he says things like, "go away, I won't like you" then I'd probably just leave and forget about him. I will wait if he's worth me waiting for. If he isn't, then well, just my bad.

SIGH*

Oh. and I'm still having a bad tummyache. Since last night! ;( ouch*

..."I wish to be a cinderella, just like in fairytale. Can you make me one?"

Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest!

2006-07-14T13:18:00.000+08:00

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: DEAD MAN'S CHEST!

Oh GOD, how can I missed such a terrific movie?! Damn, I have been anticipating it for a long time! I'm so so so so SOOOO excited. It is a MUST for me to watch it! :(( Anybody wanna date me out for this movie? :P Oh, not to forget, I will be waiting for Pirates of the Caribbean 3! Cause, the first part of Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl is such a success! I'm sure Dead Man's chest is terrific and part 3 will be FABULOUSSSSSSSSSSSS. *muahahahahahahaha* Date me lah date me lah, next week ok??? ;]]]]]]

Hello-kitty Set; thanks to Bestfriend! ;]

2006-07-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

I received the best gift so far (for a long time) from my bestfriend! He knows I love Hello Kitty and here it is... presenting you my all-time favorites!

Hello? where else can you get such a bestfriend? ;] Been more than 1/2 year since we first known one another. What can I say? Terrific! Thanks bestfriend! You know who you are.

Well, now the World Cup is over, I don't really know what to blog about. It's been such a long time since I last talked about my life and stuff.

I have something in mind to blog about, but well, time doesn't permit. So, what I can say is sometimes I feel pointless to be loved and to love. To regain my confident isn't that easy anymore.

But anyway, I will be happy!

*kisses* Goodbye for now. :]]

End of World Cup! ;]]

2006-07-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

The ending was good. Really.

I stayed up late both on Saturday and Sunday without taking a short nap. Been sleeping late at 5:30am morning for the weekends!

I am definitely happy for the outcome, since Brazil was unable to crown for the champion this year!

Well, the 3rd place goes to Germany... and now, 1st goes to.... ITALY! YAY. I mean, hell, from the start when France won the match between Brazil and them, I started to hate them to the maximum! Not because Brazil lost and I hated France... but France, was really bad! I mean, GOD, they played CHEAT all the way. Ok, no. PLAYED ROUGH! *vomit blood*!

Like earlier on, the match was a big disgrace to FRANCE! Why? Because...

ZIDANE DISGRACED THEM!

Bloody hell. I believe the supporters of France were all joyous that France would win.. a big possibility and such. But, that stupid and brainless Zidane.. know what he did? Well, let me tell you what was his dream first.

He wished to crown the champion this year again before he retires after this 2006's World Cup.

However, he ruined it all!

"Zidane will remember this night for as long as he lives. France had promised to repeat their success of 1998 for their retiring captain and only he will know what possessed him when he thrust his forehead into the chest of Marco Materazzi. Zidane had to go, accompanied down the tunnel by the glare of thousands and thousands of flash bulbs and the tears of the legions of French supporters."

Well, what a disgrace! I'm thinking if he was possessed or something?

When I saw what he did, I was like "OH GOD, WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING????!!!!!"

Anyway! Congratulations to ITALY~

Italy's 2006 World Cup Champion!
Cannavaro, lifting the World Cup Trophy!
[So gorgeous. My idol!! ;p]

Now, I shall wait for the next World Cup, which is 4 years later. I'll be waiting for Brazil to win again! *teeheeeee. ;]

My own little World Cup Trophy! ;p

GET LOST!

2006-07-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

I know it was just a game and I shouldn't be so upset about it. But for goodness sake, I've been waiting for the World Cup game, mainly because of Ronaldo and Brazil... yet now, they lost to France, just like they did in year 1998. I am so, freaking sad.

I know they could win, because they played well. France seemed to be soooo rough and eager to get a goal, especially that Zidane. He's a great player, I know. But I still don't think France should win. That damn referee seemed to be bribed too. Shit.

Anyway, now I want Germany to win, not France please.

SHIT!

So please. I won't be in the best of mood lately. If you want to provoke me at this point of time, GET LOST!

rgr: brazil outtttttttttttttttttttttt
vgohyk: ..
rgr: haaaaaaa'
vgohyk: get lost. if u want to provoke me at this point of time.

In a really foul mood.

BYE.

PS:
I STILL LOVE BRAZIL ANYWAY!

Superman Returns

2006-07-01T16:23:00.000+08:00

I watched Superman Returns yesterday. What can I say? I give it a 4.9/5 rating. Who would say Brandon Routh doesn't fit to be in the Superman role? I will kill you. Because, it means that you're lack of some intelligence. If he isn't suitable for that role, who else would?!

He's so goddamn GORGEOUS.

When he first came out from the scene, I was like WOW, HE'S THE GUY!!!" Please. Even Ben said Brandon Routh is gorgeous!

Brandon Routh!

My bestfriend; Ben&I!

I reached home at about 12am, and I was, well, frankly, thinking a little too much on the past. I feel like crying, again. Not a cry baby, but, well, ... just feeling down.

Superman Returns is so much alike to Spiderman (Spidey...). I can't deny that I don't miss him anymore. How absurd huh, about another 1/2 year to go, that'd be 4 years of me, liking him! *tada!*

..."What's so hard about saying Goodbye?" --- Quoted from Superman Returns.

Yeah, how hard can it be? I still think about that. Like, wouldn't it be nice if he could just say "Oh Ivin, you're such a bitch and I hate you like slut! Could you just SHOOOO and BYE!"

R.I.D.I.C.U.L.O.U.S!

Anyway, my friend took this of me while I was discussing some assignment stuff with them, lol! Professional, I know. ;P

Professionalism

Gahhhgaaaahhhh! Later, 2ndJuly'06 - Brazil vs France at 3am! I AM GOING TO WATCH IT, AGAIN!

*Excited*

Bye for now! ;)

Brasil vs Ghana @ 11pm!

2006-06-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

Brasil vs Ghana later at 11pm! Counting down to about 55 minutes more! So excited!

I still don't see anything wrong with a girl (like me) who is so into World Cup. I like Brasil so damn much till the maximum that, I wore a Brasil shirt out just few days ago. lol. A guy from Argentina hit up a chat with me while I was shopping. He was asking "Oh well, so you like Brasil, huh?" and etc. Apparently, he is from Argentina, of course he will be supporting his own country! I will still support my all-time favorite - BRASIL! Great players and great team-work are all in Brasil. Excellent!

I have got another great team in mind - Germany. However, I still want Brasil to WIN. :D

Anyway, been busy lately and this World Cup fever kind of thing is really gotten me. Maybe after the World Cup, which is next month, I will be back blogging normally - with normal topics. :P

Well, I went to watch Just My Luck with my girls. Tell you, the show was AWESOME. Especially with that always-looking-beautiful Lindsay Lohan, and Chris Pine!!! Freaking love them both, especially the gorgeous Chris Pine. If only he is... MINE!

Ha ha ha.

Hey Readers, take care for now! *Loves.

World Cup Fever

2006-06-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

I know I have been writing a lot about World Cup lately. Well, no choice, I'm super-duper crazy about it.

I'll be going to bed now, and wake up at 3am. Why?

BRAZIL vs JAPAN!!

Heeheeeheeeeeeeeeee.

Bye for now! ;)

Things I want!

2006-06-21T13:51:00.000+08:00

I think Germany is pretty strong and good. Well, perhaps the good show will be up soon.. Where Brazil will be competing with Germany? lol. I've got a few players in Germany that I like. Michael Ballack, Frings and Klose.

Anyway, I got a few things that I would like to have/buy:

WorldCup's album

WorldCup's magazine

WorldCup-related stuff (keychain, etc)

Brazil's items

and, etc. lol! Anybody would like to get me some of it? I will be happy to receive them! :P

Brazil vs Australia ; 2:0!

2006-06-19T02:21:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!

Now I say, that's what we call, SKILL! Brazil's the best, who denies!? Hell yeah!

I'm so proud to be a Brazilian Fan! Yahhhhhoooooooooo~

I know now it's too late to be so insane.. but when I was watching the match, my heart beat nearly stops. Too exciting!

Right now I guess I need to calm down a little and get some sleep. Meanwhile, I will be waiting for the next match on 22nd! YEAHHH! <3.

Japan VS Croatia ; 0:0.

2006-06-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

What can I say? Good scores!

Why?

Because....

BOTH TEAMS DID EQUALLY BADLY! I was like, "WHAT THE HELL????!!!" There were like chances given to them all the time, but they just couldn't seem to score! Gosh, poor teams. :/

Anyway, Brazil VS Australia is up next! I'm hoping Brazil will win. In fact I know they will! :D PARTY TIME~~

MWAH! GO BRAZIL, GO!!!

World Cup

2006-06-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

GOGOGOGO! I freaking love Brazil! Tomorrow they're having a match at 12am! Brazil VS Australia!

I liked Netherlands initially, but when I saw the match between Netherlands VS Cote d'lvoir, I started to hate Netherlands like crazzzyyy. I got so agitated while watching the game. Although they won by 2:1, I feel that the scores should go to Cote d'lvoir! Damndamndamn!

Anyway, my only hope is for Brazil to win this year. lol. Well, we shall see! Ronaldo, Ronaldinho and Kaka, Roberto Carlos, Cafu, my favorite!!

Brazil, my favorite team!

LittleDot Palace.

2006-06-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

"Hi! My shop name LittleDot Palace was inspired by little things that I handmade and where I lived in a little island called Singapore. All my inspirations comes from Japan as I am crazy over their uniquiness and fantasies ideas in the creativitiy world."

Well, if you like cute little things and you want to be in the trend of knitting stuffs, LittleDot Palace is the right place for you. The site has just been up not long and it needs your tremendous support. Do visit it and spread the word around. If you like it, buy it! It's all unique and stylish! Trust me!

Click on the image below to visit.

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2006-06-12T19:00:00.000+08:00

You make me smile all the time & now I know you are so special to me.

Isn't the sunset view from my place so beautiful? lol. The second picture shows my favorite Tiramisu Cheese Cake and the third picture is my alcoholic drink. Well, am addicted to the Tiramisu Cheese Cake. Been craving for it all day long but am trying my best not to eat it. Reason is because.. fatty lah! What about the alcohol drink? World Cup time! Of course must drink! Tibits and alcohol during World Cup, wow, best combination. :P I know I know, I'm enjoying life. You see, I've been hardworking lately and am really busy. So when there are chances for me to relax and chill, why not!? :D

Went out with my family again on Saturday! I spent a lot and had a great time with them!

First we went to Goodwood Park Hotel to have our lunch. Been visiting there for a few times and I really like the place. Very nice food and ambience. All in all, terrific!

Don't you feel hungry now when you seen all these yummy-licious food????!!! Damn, I'm craving more of it! Ughhh~

Well here's what I bought!

Ok, I think that's about all for now. I'm rushing off! Tsk, later!

VISIT THIS: http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=40693! Spread the word aroundddddddddd!!!!!!!

oleholehOLEH~

2006-06-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

YAY! IT'S WORLD CUP TIME!! FINALLY, AFTER 4 YEARS OF ANTICIPATION! WAHAHA!

HAPPY WORLD CUP 2006!!!

Well, apologies! I'm overjoy!

Who says girls just like girly-stuff? Not me! :D

PHEW!

2006-06-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

Well, I'm in time to say this:

HAPPY 06-06-06!!! *MWAH.MWAH!*

Well, ok, I'm not really sure if it should be "Happy" or "Sad". Uh, well, some might understand! Anyway, HAPPYHAPPY yeahhh?

Blog laterrrrrr! :D

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2006-06-03T14:46:00.000+08:00

I'm running out of titles. In fact, it's been a long time since I last blogged, so, titles are really running out!

Well, I went out with my girl last Saturday and we had helluva fun. I had a really good chat with her. Along the journey while we're going home, we never once stopped our conversations. It carried on and on and on.

We had a good chat at The Balcony Bar, Heeren. I really like the place there. Very modern and classic. There is no age limit (I think) cuz' the Menu includes drink like Fruit Juices, Soft drinks. Even families came there, with their small kids along. How wonderful!

The bar was awesome. Our drinks are terrific too!

We shared our drinks and I personally preferred Chocolate Mint Martini. The taste was really nice and special. Martini itself is very strong, even the taste. So they actually blended the drink well with Mint and Chocolate. Not too sweet, but the taste was very nice. The smell of it was heavenly.

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Yesterday I met up with my colleagues to celebrate one of their birthday. Well, advanced birthday to be precised. We went to The Party World at Cuppage Plaza and had a good and happening time there, although I didn't sing much (was having a little gastric pain, -.-).

We bought a very nice gift for Ben!

...as well as a very nice wrapper! (I guess he knows what I mean, LOL!)

We also took many photos. But am lazy to post them all here. So, here's one and specially dedicated to Ben!

:D

3rd Party.

2006-05-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

To be maligned by people calling you 3rd party is pretty bad. I've had female friends who encountered such situation whereby they were pretty close with their male friends who've had girlfriend. The sad thing was, they were being maligned as the 3rd party should their male friends break off with their girlfriend. Sad, but that's reality.

For me, I've always thought that it's impossible for a male & female to be merely just very good friends or buddies. In fact, the closer you get to know each other (of opposite sex), you tend to grow feelings towards one another. That's natural, everybody knows.

To be truthful, I think this logic still exist.

Cuz' the more you get closer with the guy/girl, the more you understand him/her. You'd then probably think that he/she is the one who really know you instead of other people. Some would wish that things would work out for them to be a couple, whereas others would want their friendship to sustain as it is and not be shaken just because they have feelings for one another.

For me, I'd prefer to be together with him (if I fall in love with my close male friends) as a couple cuz' I never believe that friendship would last longer & better than relationship.

Well, each has their own views. The perspective we have are always different.

Anyway, back to 3rd party..

I know recently from my very good male buddy that I was being known as the 3rd party. Indirectly though.

Well, I know I'm single. But that doesn't mean they can malign me this way! Being close with him doesn't mean we're together or that, we like each other?!

No, you're wrong.

I'm not angry for being mistaken for that. Although I'm pretty sad about it cuz' people are so narrow-minded.

Yes, it's true that I still think it's tough to maintain a good friendship between male and female... but that doesn't mean I have to be maligned to be a 3rd party!

There's always a reason for a breakup.

Oh well, whatever the case is, I wish our friendship would be as good as always and not to let such rumours shaken our friendship!

I still LOVE my buddy very much!

I hope I'll be having fun tomorrow with my girl. I'm not exactly happy recently. God knows why!

GREAT weekends!

2006-05-22T01:25:00.000+08:00

I know it's been quite a while since I last updated something about my own personal life. Reason being: there's basically nothing much to blog about it! However, I've spent my weekends wisely with my besties. Enjoyed myself tremendously!

On Saturday, 20.05.2006, I went to meet up with Christina and company for Kbox session and movie in the evening. There were altogether 4 of us during the Kbox session and 3 of us during the movie. We sang at Suntec city and after which, Christina's friend, Beechin had to go home first. Left Christina, Mei hui and I to watch the movie; The Da Vinci Code.

I tell you, the theatre was FULLHOUSE! We actually went to check online the day before on various cinemas for available tickets with best seats for the movie. However, after much attempts, we failed. Orchard area was totally ridiculous. Singaporean are really kiasu. The seats were all booked and we finally found 3 available seats at the front 3rd row at Marina Square! When we're in the theatre, it was fullhouse!

I recommend you to watch The Da Vinci Code. But! You seriously need to read the book first before you watch it. Cause I think if you don't, you won't understand exactly what the movie is about. A little long-winded cause of the "many-conversations" instead of "actions".

Here's the group photo @ Kbox!

Sunday, 21.05.2006, went out with my group of girls; Chuxiang, Huikoon & Geraldine. Our motive was to celebrate CX's birthday in advance. We met up at BP's interchange and headed off to Holland Village. Went to SETTLER to play board games.

We first played Blukos.

Then we played Blackmail.

We had the standard package and that consisted of fries, snacks and individual's drink. We're allowed to play up to 2 hours and we left SETTLER at about 7PM.

While trying to search for where to dine in, we took some photos on the street. (I freaking love Holland V!)

Then, we finally settled at some hawker centre/kopitiam. The food there was terrific! Very cheap and very good.

LALA, Kangkong with squid, Satay, Pork!

After which, we went to Essential Brew. Chit-chat and celebrated CX's birthday! We had Rose Pu'er and bought a special "cake" with different 5 flavours in a small cup and sang her a birthday song.

And, I've just reached home about 2 hours ago.

Had a fun time together with them (as always). It's really awesome to have think that we've all known each other for nearly 8 years. I love them!

Not to forget.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHUXIANG! (:

I LOVE YOU!♥

Ok, I'm tired. GOODNIGHT!

To view more of the photos taken on Sunday, 21.05.2006, click here!

Parenting.

2006-05-17T17:45:00.000+08:00

With the overwhelming comments about my precious topic: "Is Sex vital in Relationship or Marriage, I'd say I'm glad that you guys had gave comments about your opinion! I know that people shares different views on things. Thus that is why I enabled the comments here! You can post whichever views you have, but just don't get into my nerves and start giving crude remarks about me cause I have my own views too! (:

Something that I encountered weeks ago hits me badly, even till now. A little traumatizing whenever I see such cases.

I was on the bus going home. A family of 4 sat infront of me (2 in each row). They seemed like a happy family to me although without much conversations with one another. I could only see clearly on one of his son who sat right infront of me. He's probably in lower secondary school and was playing with his soccer game (I don't think it's a gameboy...). He looked very experienced in such gaming and had been quiet throughout the whole journey.

His Dad was awesome. He looked really nice and friendly. Like some kind of people whom you can approach to anytime. His Mom was terrific. Looked like she's been an experienced Mom for many years and she loved it.

All looked just fine. But I noticed something. I realised from the boy's parents faces, I could see something was wrong.. something was missing. Maybe, well, maybe.. the family's bonding wasn't too strong.

As they were alighting, the boy started to get aggressive of getting down the bus. He stood up, accidently knocked his head, and started feeling very shy about it. He pushed his Dad, wanted him to move FAST so he could be less awkward with the whole situation (just a knock, for heaven's sake!). The bus was pretty crowded and all the boy did was to push his Dad and to scold him for moving to slow. Throughout the whole pushing and scolding from this little boy, his Dad said nothing at all (apparently he's old enough to treat his parents much better than he did).

I don't understand why. Maybe that's because the kids these days are so spoilt by their parents that they do not know how to appreciate their parents.

Horrible.

When you're a kid, can you remember how well your Mom has treated you? How, even your Dad loves you that he worked hard just to feed you and the family? Remember your first birthday celebration? Your parents went to find means and way to make sure you've had the best birthday celebration in your life. If they ever ill-treat you, I don't think you can be this old today. Be appreciative and repay back the kindness from your parents!

I just can't stand "kids" these days. All they think of is to play, hang out with friends/bad company, instead of spending quality time with their parents.

Sucks big time.